Well. This is both unexpected and terribly sad. I'm going to avoid speculation about why she's leaving. There's no way to know what it is without her telling us outright, and for all we know it could be something very personal, so I'd like to respect her privacy.
Coco is unmistakably the most significant reason I found myself falling into the VTuber rabbit hole, and I'll miss her greatly. I'm going to try and stay positive, because I owe her a debt of gratitude for all the positivity she has brought to my life. Without her, Hololive EN might never have been born, and without Hololive EN I'd certainly be in a worse place than I am.
My time on this wild ride has given me inspiration and motivation. If it weren't for Coco's hard work, and the work of all the other members of Hololive, I would most certainly have continued to be stuck in the rut I'd been stuck in for the last... too many years. Seeing Calli working tirelessly for her goals, I found a resolve in myself that I'd never felt before. I was sitting in bed one evening, agonizing over how I haven't done anything with my life, how I haven't been doing anything to do better, and just feeling like a piece of shit. Then I started thinking about how hard Calli works and the success she found from her relentless drive. It was like a light bulb went on all of a sudden. I thought to myself, "Calli got where she is because she didn't give up, so you know what? I'm just going to do it. I'm going to start working on the things I've been wanting to do, and I'm not gonna stop until I do them. To hell with feeling like I can't do anything. I don't care if it kills me, I'm going to do this or die trying."
Everyone in Hololive EN has given me something precious. Kiara radiates energy and happiness and positivity in a way that never fails to make me smile. Ina has such a soothing presence and subtle wit. Gura has that infectious energy and cheery demeanor. Amelia... ground pounded my mom?
But above all that, finding Hololive has given me something even greater, something I was missing, and had been missing for a long time: a community where I feel like I truly belong. None of this, any of this, would have been possible if Coco hadn't provided a bridge between that world and mine. I can't thank her enough. I'm very sad to see her go, but I can only wish her every happiness in the world and the best of luck from here on out.
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