Reading the comments thread was almost as fun as the manga itself. I think what trips a lot of people up is that the manga is trying to do multiple things at once. I agree most with the point @Meursault made here:
So, no, the author is not inept. They portrayed it as uncomfortable, most readers feel uncomfortable, and that's absolutely the point. (Though more specifically, it's like, "hot", and "wrong". The eroticism is built on how it feels wrong.)
Kousaka is unambiguously framed as predatory. Chapter 1 ends with her embracing Maki with pacing straight out of a horror manga. She drags Maki into her room after the latter asks to go home, fucks her (and bites her!), takes advantage of her intense crush, then cowardly abandons her. At the end she admits she did all this purely out of lust. The only thing that complicates her character is the implication that she, herself, was abused as a child and so -- perhaps -- is subconsciously trying to retake control by playing the role of her old abuser. We're even shown how her actions continue to impact Maki a decade later, as she is unable to extend romantic intimacy to her own partners.
And yet, Kousaka is not just framed as an abuser. She is, of course, drawn as stunningly beautiful. More than that, her scenes with Maki are highly sexualized. And Maki, herself, holds complicated feelings toward Kousaka. She was greatly hurt by her actions, and says she feels "sullied." At the same time, even with the benefit of hindsight she views her experiences with Kousaka positively, and still holds feelings for her at the end. Kousaka's willingness to break all legal, moral, and ethical boundaries for her own pleasure gives her a certain charisma and seductiveness, at least in Maki's eyes, which is why the ending ambiguously suggests they may end up rekindling their relationship.
In other words, as @themusicman500 says:
The author is presenting an obviously disgusting and awful thing, but leaving open the question of whether there's some beauty to be found in it too despite the awfulness.
Is Maki merely a victim of abuse desperately rationalizing it as something positive in order to not just feel like she suffered for no reason? (Not exactly an uncommon phenomenon!) Or did she genuinely gain some things from her experience? Is anyone except her even in a position to determine this? The manga very deliberately avoids taking a stand on this, and leaves it up to reader interpretation. I can certainly understand why a lot of people don't like a work that leaves "is statutory rape sometimes good actually" an open question. But people like Maki absolutely exist in reality, I've met one of them, and I think it's valuable to have a manga that explores these concepts with honesty (albeit not with perfection, naturally).
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