this manga turned into a more one-side or unrequited love. it's too unfair that Yuzu is the one who needs to suffer the most and also the one who will probably resolve this. I've never seen Mei actually do something for Yuzu other than probably hurt her a billion times before she could even say I love you to her. "love letter"? more like a reason for Yuzu to commit suicide or be miserable for years.
sh*t I shouldn't have read the latest chapter before watching episode 7.
Honestly, Mei’s confusion over her own feelings is very relatable. I over analyze my feelings into black and White standards. Anything I don’t understand I throw in a pile to give up or to become overwhelmed or to keep obsessing with it until I finally understand it. That’s what I do with math. I myself am finally opening up my own emotions too, instead of letting my analytic thought and self resolve of obligation run me dry first. The lack of communication is due to a Mei not being able to ever properly communicate her feelings, even her dad for all these years. No support. Mei did not just simply give up or bail on her love. You can reread that letter and see for yourself that she knows if she sees Yuzu again, that her resolve to stay away will crumble.
I’ve had this feeling before. Loving someone so much that you claim you can walk away out of their life, perhaps even being aware that you could possibly hurt them in the future. Just as long as they’re happy, doesn’t matter if it still because of you or someone else. You just want the best, making the decision that you’re a bother or a hinder or a bad thing to the other person and to remove yourself. But you can’t know it’s for the best for the other person. Some decisions can’t be made on your own. Sometimes it might’ve even been the perfect time to stay as a test. It was bad on Mei’s part to make this decion by herself, as she’s closed off again.
Yuzu always has thought of Mei first and she’s knows it too. Doing things without thinking first.... I guess Mei was trying to be like Yuzu but didn’t do it right haha. I really hope to god it’s not Yuzu that has to chase Mei again. I want to see Mei be a dynamic character. I have high hopes.
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