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BlueStallion44
joined Aug 29, 2016

Hmm I wasn’t expecting Lily to be rescued in time. If she loves Kaoru that much, he gave her sunshine in the shade and now he’s gone, I mean what can Hana do to save her from a future she doesn’t want? What about the inevitable arranged marriage? They’d never be able to run away together - someone would catch them (that is, only if the father puts a high value on Lily’s marriage and would go through the trouble of hiring a tracker). Lily also doesn’t love Hana and I don’t think Hana loves Lily. Hana was way too obsessed with filling in the shoes, perpetuating a lie, and living in fear of Lily discovering her lie. Lily was only using Hana as Kaoru’s substitute, since that was Hana’s wish. Very few people love Lily as she is, and the rest make her life incredibly miserable. Morally I want to believe that as long as her life touches at least one persons heart and they love her in return, that should be all she needs to live with her head high. But that’s not what was happening here. Her maid is going to blame herself, but that wasn’t Lily’s intention. None of the people seem to truly know how hard Lily’s existence is except Lily herself. Especially because suicidal people hide it so well. Personally, I think Hana saving Lily while being ignorant to Lily’s feelings is unfair.

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BlueStallion44
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The great great granny was the one without the arm right? https://dynasty-scans.com/chapters/kaijuu_iro_no_shima_ch20_2#7

So that means the housemaid cut off her arm when the house made became a monster?

BlueStallion44
joined Aug 29, 2016

Idk about everyone else but I’ve already had my share of unrequited gay crushes on straight girls, notably female friends who wouldn’t ever be able to respond. And at least for me, it never worked out. I’ve lost every friendship except the one now that I’ve never shared my feelings with. Since I’ve learned my lesson. We can only hold so much hurt, until it breaks and we need to heal. I personally couldn’t have healed while also loving my friends. It’s just impossible when the feelings have no words and it’s just the intensity that you have to even wrap your head around. I guess some can continue with friendship and they don’t need distractions. They don’t even need less time or boundaries from the other person. Something has to change to make emotions change - usually that is changing a belief or a fantasy. Otherwise emotions can run and run and run for a long long time. Keep you stuck.

BlueStallion44
joined Aug 29, 2016

That book was a clever way to give a hint. ^_^

I wonder if she wanted Takara to keep it because she doesn’t want her husband to know she reads lewd lesbian fiction. And that she feels safe having it kept under her “best friend’s” protection. Because at this point Ema knows that Takara didn’t read the book or even know what the title is. So I think the meaning of “keeping it” without Takara being fully aware (like for example if she never even read the book later) wouldn’t be a used as a sign for Ema to tell if Takara was gay.

BlueStallion44
joined Aug 29, 2016

This is the best manga being uploaded in this page (I say that about literally every manga. This manga is absolutely great regardless)

This manga reminds me of Useless Princess without the exaggerated drama and hard boil style. I love how both have their drama and makes the emotions feel so raw and powerful. I remember being a manic lesbian in love once. All the unrequited crushes where I had to keep swallowing my emotions. For some reason hoping they could be gay but no they’re just the straight female friend and feeling so crushed but also so kiddy back and forth it’s so uncontrollable and amazes me how strong these emotions can be. How much confessing takes a light off your shoulder.

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Tsukushi with that unintentional rizz, keeping Hinoka on her toes. That's certainly one way to keep a relationship from getting stale, lol.

Oh how the turn tables :)

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Bdsm tag?

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Why everyone is so pessimistic ? Like, let her time to process what happen. She was tressing about confessing and got kiss all of a sudden. Of course she be shocked and have a hard time to process what happen.

Yeah, it seems illogical but I think I understand why Tsukushi reacted like this. They're both young and Tsukushi is pretty much the worse communicator of the two, it's taken her so long to figure out her feelings and muster up the courage to confess even with moral support. She was expecting to get rejected, like REALLY expecting it, she's very pessimistic herself if you reread the last couple chapters before they kissed. She was so prepared for failure that she doesn't know what to do now that Hinoka seemingly returns her feelings, she's just confused and shocked. I actually think it's very human of her to react this way instead of go all out sunshine and butterflies from now on

I’d also agree. If my straight crush suddenly kissed me when I was in the middle of confessing such embarrassing and what I believe to be shameful and damaging to the relationship I’d definitely turn tail and hide. I’d think either I was being too obvious and thus making a fool of myself or I’d feel like she just kissed me because I looked like I wanted to so badly. Either way I know it’s jaded. You can see Tsukushi’s eyes reflecting as such. But that’s how it is in the real lesbian world; what can I say?

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Alright I can see why the translator waited until all of these could be published.

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Your honor, let them wed!!

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Your honor, let them wed!!

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Don't mind me as I go melt into a puddle on the floor lmao

This was wonderful and absurdly adorable, thanks for translating it!

Lol why does this resonate so fucking hard lol
I’m a useless lesbian too of course

BlueStallion44
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Wait so did it end? What happened to the translation?

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Hitori is leaning in so it should be that much a surprise!

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The ring!

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The ring!

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I think Yoshiko is paired most with Riko the most. But due to the Yohane Sunshine in the Mirror we saw Riko paired with Mari a lot.

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Who drew this then was it actually posted by Love Live staff?
Also damn it sucks that it’s not translated yet.

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I guess the translations were dropped.

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Tag Christmas!

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Tag Christmas!

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They literally not gonna wipe any memories? The teacher went on a rampage of lust so she’s not getting off easy from faculty and other students. They need to do a memory wipe or something or the girls who have been kissing girls are. . . Are . . . Gonna . . . Well if they want to continue kissing I wouldn’t mind.

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Welp, that was resolved rather, unfussed like in the end. Idk, I guess I just thought that there would be more of a point to their standoffishness but there was point enough ig. Oh well, ig "alls well, that ends well." On that front at least.

There was already 2 chapters of it so. . . . And there was enough development imo. Especially being able to build off of the foundation they’ve laid. Authors know that people don’t always like drama drawn out over long periods. Especially over mutual things. That’s why Useless Princess took like 5 or more chapters, as there wasn’t exactly mutual feelings there. I’d say this and Crescent Moon and Donuts is beyond accurate without a doubt. Y’all should look up “queer platonic” and “squish”.

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First of all, I’m with the Staff member about others trying to correct others way of thinking and what “should be” a certain definition.

Why are people getting so offended by what Staff is doing? It’s pretty logical and they’re keeping safe space so good on them. Hah. Anyways.

This knee jerk reaction thing, oh believe me if back in high school, this girl Helen who I had sexual attraction towards (cause we were childhood friends) actually said she liked me or did anything to me beyond her already newfound clinginess and strange behavior, I would’ve pushed her away or ran away. Or immediately asked what’s wrong, like she’s hiding something. I mean that’s what happened when something weird at prom happened. Like I was out as gay at school. So people knew. But Helen never showed any signs of intimacy or emotional vulnerability to anyone before. I thought something was wrong and I kept pushing for her to open up. Essentially that’s what Ruriko did. “Something is wrong” she’s not gonna just accept it. You can even see from her exaggerated fainting like no matter how mutual it feels now, do y’all not understand what happens to a person from walking so close along a line, having to hide and suppress and yet being so close to having your heart revealed by natural circumstance?

BlueStallion44
joined Aug 29, 2016

Aww, "wholesome" and "lots of sex" are a great tag combo.

Was about to say, lol.