https://medium.com/@peter91916/transformation-sm-perspectives-beyond-interpersonally-oriented-sexuality-gushing-over-magical-b37410933d2c
I should be the only one who seriously writes a long shi about the series. But since I also reply to all the possible criticisms it received, please check

https://medium.com/@peter91916/singularity-escaping-the-control-of-relationship-2dk-g-pen-alarm-clock-explanation-6592dcfdefab

Here is the full review of the series. And here I used the interview with the author as the reference, it should be helpful to you

https://medium.com/@peter91916/the-aesthetic-of-the-shadow-i-love-your-cruddy-explanation-3b9aabefbf99

Since no one ever give the series a serious praise, I am here to do so.

https://medium.com/@peter91916/a-monster-wants-to-eat-me-the-aesthetics-of-mono-no-aware-d259325fd542

In order to reply to those comments who just purely think the wish to die is something that has to see a doctor, here is the opinion to tell you that is not a suitable perspective.