I can relate with this. I just really feel uncomfortable when people told me to act more girly and stuff.
I dislike my breast, i want to cut it off so much just to make myself feel more comfortable.
I'm still not sure what exactly i am, i don't want people to treat me like a girl or a guy.
But i do think i'm a girl, i just don't want to look too feminime or masculine. Thankfully, i have 1 friend that understand how i feel.