Saeko is just shy and does not want to give that side of herself to anybody. She needs to trust to her lover completely before giving herself completely.
I don't think it's about trauma or self-hatred, or anything else negative.
She is just very protective of a woman inside her. It's the most hidden and most vulnerable part of her.
If she wants to let her inside woman go, she must feel safe with her partner.
Saeko is just precious and very sensible.
That could be but i feel like theres too much negativity connected to it for that to be the case. She seems to think of herself in that 'taking' position as disgusting.
Oh ffs, i was starting to quite like this chapter cuz they were actually adressing the whole rape-y/too forceful situation, but then she just goes and does it again. Honestly all in all i didnt mind the chapter that much but i wouldve way preferred for the MC to seriously regret and feel miserable and apologize, then for the other girl to then forgive her and yay happy ending. Oh well
This story worries me a bit. The girls are going through a happy time. experiencing a near normal school life. However there is just something wistful, almost sad sounding about the title. It's as if the title is foreshadowing a tragic end. Now with a reminder that they are training for battle. I feel more disquiet about it.
I feel that, abit worried aswell. Really hope it just stays cute
Also, Hana-chan should absolutely seperate from the group or ask the others if they're up for it if shes trying to get picked up. The way she did it was almost as if she was trying to get dates for the others aswell even tho they didnt want to.
Natalya said the Russo-Japanese war happened "a few years ago", so we're probably around 1909 right now. If Kagami is 18, then she was born in 1881, which seems to fit with her age during her flashback (assuming that was during the same war). That would mean she joined the academy just 2-3 years after. I think that WWI happening is more likely, possibly after a timeskip.
Side note: have we seen a single second-year or a mention of one existing yet?
If we're around 1909 right now and kagami is 18, shed have to be born around 1891.