I love characters like the MC. Try hard wannabe normies are such top tier characters and actually somewhat realistic. Her thought process is really strange though, idk what led her to think Koshiba would suddenly hate her, or how a sudden kiss would possibly remedy that situation lmaooo. I’d cry too if a virtual stranger suddenly pushed me down and kissed me.
Honestly? It’s that she’s being like really fake. I’m honestly speculating by the way the scenes happen is that she’s secretly like gay but obviously it doesn’t fit her “persona”. It still is weird how she acted on the urge to kiss her tho threw me for a loop when I first saw the Raws LMAO