Late to the party, but this one hit me right in the heart and left me in tears. Sorry about the incoming blogpost for anyone reading this.
I lived in a car with my wife for a while in my life when I was pretty much running away from my responsibilities in college. We couldn't really afford food or gas so we couldn't go anywhere and just ate a single cup ramen every day and snacked on free sugar packets from Starbucks. At night, we'd just lay in her car, just talking to each other about things or playing dumb games like 20 questions until we fell asleep, and wake up to find my feet in a puddle water because her car was a piece of garbage that was only barely hanging together by a thread.
I think back about those times and how happy I was despite objectively having almost nothing besides each other. "An empty stomach, scraps of food, an empty purse, and the fill of her heat," I guess. And just like them, eventually I had to face reality and go back to college, but graduated without a job, stressing over feeling worthless, until eventually found myself at a job (in Japan, no less) that also ruined me further mentally, while my wife constantly asked her self what would make things easier on me so I can just smile again, while we both agonized about how our personal failures were making the other person suffer. She really is the Hii-chan to my Haru, I guess.
I don't even really know what I'm getting at but I loved this manga, honestly. I don't think the ending is hopeless. I'm living through it right now, really, and I have hope, I guess. Society is fucking awful and soul rending, and a world that won't recognize just how beautiful their relationship is a twisted world, yeah, but I don't think the message of the story is just to submit and accept your fate. I mean, certainly, the truth is there isn't really much they can do to change it, and running away and living on the fringes of society is just a fantasy for most people that were that were raised by that very society. But the fact that they have each other, is enough. It's enough to be happy, even if everything else fucking sucks. Even if nobody will recognize them, or us. That's my takeaway, at least.
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