Hello! Good day everyone!
First of all I just want to say thank you to the author and to the translator of this mhnwa or manga!
I’m not good in English and I don’t understand Korean or Japanese language at all but I think is doesn’t matter as long you want to read a good manga! I’m a person open to all kind of manga (as long as it catches my attention).
But this mhnwa or manga is different from all the manga I read as for now (It’s totally caught my attention to the point that I realized my past). When I read it, I see my past self (presently? hehehe! I’m not sure!) to No-rae. My heart is beating so fast, it’s like a reflection of me that I throw a long ago when I’m was a college student!( fucking idiot!). Just like No-rae I’m open to all kind of person, I just love to talk and make a joke to all kind person (I mean the personality of a person). I’m not having a hard time as long as we stay friend. Like No-rae, I’m a person easy to approach because I don’t have any outer barrier but like my friend say I’m a person difficult to figure out or they can’t read my thoughts!(Weird! I know it, because I don’t care with my surrounding as long as I’m not totally involved. I think so!). They said that I don’t care with my surrounding and I’m a person always out of the box,(because I don’t care about their gossip to others and they want my opinion but I always shrug my shoulder!) I rather want to talk about science, history or any things with sense like politics I think. (Somewhat, I remember someone told me that I’m like a kind of wild animals, it’s funny right!)
I think the first time I feel it when I’m first year college! I sat behind a girl(“tall” and I’m so small), (I don’t remember why I need to call her) I don’t know her name so I called her “sis”(sister) (Whenever I don’t know a person name I just called her “sis” for a girl or “dudes” for the boys! Actually I’m not good in remembering a person name so my friends called me idiot, it’s embarrassing you know!). But when she looks at me back, she said “Sis?” then she smiles at me, (OMG! She is fucking cute!). Oh fuck! It’s hard to breathe (I just recalling it but my hearts beat so fast!).
I know it! Then I suffered my last 4 years for the fucking feeling! So I came-up a solution, the solution I came-up to is to deny it!(simply deny it! But it fucking killing me!) The next day! I ignore her, I don’t want to see her or hear her voice! However! She just feels it and confronts me! She said “What’s wrong with you sis!” (Oh! Its awkward moment), I answer her, “Nothing wrong, what do you mean, I don’t understand! (So I simply deny it!), but I know, she know the answer in her question but I know she want a solid evidence! But I can’t bring myself to tell her, I don’t want to break our friendship. Like No-rae said she better to end-up with a good guy rather than I tell her, I like her to point, I can’t stand it. So be it!
We graduate college and we found a good job! From now, we don’t see each other more than a year but we have a communication, she keeps inviting me to her house so we can chat but I always refuse to see her! (I know, I always deny it but somewhere in my heart yelling at me, why I can’t forget you!) .
For now I am enjoying my life! Say hello and goodbye to the different people! I moving forward, I know somewhere in this I will find someone that suitable to me! (So just wait for me my poppy!)
(I think this is my confession!)
(PS: I think one thing make No-rae and I different is, my grades is good to all subjects, hehehe! I’m really flexible person!
I’m sorry for that! It looks like I’m typing with my diary! This is my first time to write in a discussion page! (I rather than to read it, but I can help myself to share it to you guys! Thank you!