I really enjoyed this. It had it's drama, the characters and their emotions were messy but we got a poly ending and thats a win in my book. It's not Carol-Level of sophisticated art but it's a good manga and a good story. It felt real to me, because people and emotions are messy and it didn't try to overstay it's welcome.

the fact that i am unsettled and my first reaction was "isn't therapy free in japan?" really sells it for me. especially the ending.

That afterword read like the insane ramblings of someone who got forcefully castrated and it fills me with worry for the author.

This is it. This is the one thing I will never be able to explain when some looks into my Browser History. Worth it.