wtf is happening here??? omg suahushauhsauhsuahsa

oh, she is crazy crazy! Ai is definitely not into Kaede anymore, but she is definitely scared of her killing herself and she doesn't want that. She probably just doesn't want to leave, because if she leaves, Kaede will die.

Ok, so I have a lot of thoughts. I didn't want to write anything because I started reading this not long ago and chapter 28 was already posted here for a time, so I didn't want to write so late, but now that we got a new one I wanted to write again.

A lot of people are quick to judge Ema, I'm not saying she is right, I do think that what she is doing is not right, but she isn't a bad person. The more we learn about her past, the more I understand her, her mother is an awful awful person, in this latest chapter we learn even more how her mother was just not ready to raise a kid, she was left alone, things that your parents should help you, she was helped my a mother's friend. And after years of not taking care of her daughter, she asks of her to do what she wants, to marry, to have children, her never being enough. And then to protect herself she decides to hide in the safeness of what society expects of her, she will have a husband so her mother and others don't keep asking about marriage and a husband to protect her if things go wrong, she doesn't believe in herself, she doesn't believe she could ever do what she wants, because she is alone.

Hario for her was really never about the marriage, was about the protection. And talking about him, the first time Ema was the one to call him, was because of her mother, it was the moment she was feeling in her lowest and she was after that safety net and Hario was lucky to be there. And he knows that, that chapter that he tells about that, when looking to all other things that happened in this story, deep down he knows Ema never really loved him. When Ema finally got the courage to stand up to her mother, the way he reacted at first was really interesting for me and how he confirmed later that he should be happy for what Ema did, he wasn't really, just made all even more interesting, because the way he reacted almost trying to stop Ema to do that, its because he didn't want her to be free of that, to be able to stand up for herself. Look, I'm not saying he did all that on purpose, its all something unconsciously he is doing, the way she always need his protection, he wants her to be able to do things alone, because he likes her, but he also is the reason why she can feel safe, he is the one protecting her from her mother, so when he sees that she doesn't need him anymore for that, he is losing what makes her want to be with him. And all that doesn't help with the obvious way she acts when she is with Takara, in the first chapters him saying how she wished Ema could smile like she is smiling to Takara is brutal, he obviously knows he is losing her and he even if he doesn't know completely, what is making Ema still being with him is just the fear she has and she is losing that fear the more she is with Takara.

I also want to talk about Takara and Ema, before this chapter, I thought Ema was faithful to her husband and things with Kanon never got to anything and she went to lesbian places to feel like she is not alone and just being in those places would help her feel better. But no, she did actually have some other flings with other women, including Kanon and that does change a lot of things I had thought. That trip they had, the way they are always doing everything a couple would do but not kissing, it always felt something both were trying to reach something that was inches close, but they could never get it, because of the marriage and I thought that both were the same, but Ema was not, her being faithful to Hario is not really an issue for her, she already did that before, but what maybe make this different from all those other times is that I think since the start, this was never about just being with a woman, this is her first love and she doesn't want to treat Takara as an affair, so she also never wanted to take that final step. And now that things came more clean about the two, now that Ema knows that Takara truly loves her, that she would want to have that type of relationship with her, being in an affair with Takara isn't really an option, like she said, this is the first time she doesn't want her husband to touch her, all the other times she was being selfish, it was just for her pleasure while she could still be safe in the marriage, but this time there is something way bigger than pleasure, its about her being with the person she truly loves, the person who makes her smile like no other person can, right now, she feels like the person she is cheating is Takara.

I am curious to what is going to happen next, I expected Takara to be away from Ema longer. But I think she is going to be back, but trying to be a friend, because what she saw when her mother told the story, is that Ema is alone and she really don't want to let her be alone, I don't think that will be enough for Ema or Takara. My guess is that Hario himself will ask for the divorce, I don't think Ema and Takara will do anything together before the divorce, I think Hario will just see how Ema really doesn't want him anymore and he will just let her go. I enjoy how the story is going, now to wait for the next!

Ok, so I am two years late to post here, but I just really wanted to express my opinions on this manhwa and I was searching about any discussion and found this, with a lot of things I was also thinking a lot, so I just couldn't stay silent.

Right now I imagine most of you who wrote this are like more than 100 chapters ahead since then, I am only at 120 because I couldn't stop after chapter 93. Idk how to even tag spoilers in here, but since the chapter I'm in is really old, maybe is fine.

Anyway, HOLY SHIT!!!! I was feeling since the start and even after we see that Miyeon was pretty much a mother for Minsung, something weird was in between them, I was not expecting them to go that hard though, I was thinking it would be something only the desire would be in there, but no action would happen. I was so tense, I could not believe that was happening, I could only think about Juha, she is my favorite character, she was so willing to see the things between Minsung and Miyeon be resolved, she wanted to see her gf be happy and make all this pain she suffered be relieved so they could finally be together, and Minsung is doing all that. I was thinking only about Juha and it feels like the author was right in front of me with a smile and asking "You didn't even thought about Youngae huh?".

And then it was shown so much suffering of Youngae. At the start of the story it felt like Youngae was the biggest problem for how things ended up happening, mostly because of how she reacted and the way she interacted with Miyeon, after more chapters I started to like her more, how she would go head to head with those old ways of thinking, how all her plan is about taking out these awful people, how she truly loves Miyeon, so I was already a fan of her and I tried my best to not ship her with Juha the first times they met because I still believed in the Juha and Minsung being well together, but after those chapters after she discovers what happened, I just started liking Youngae even more and I really hope she can get what she wants, she suffered enough.

Now about Minsung and Juha, before chapter 93, with all the bad things happening between them, I was still 100% in them being together, sometimes Minsung could be doing some bad things, but we already had some glimpses of her life and later even more, so I felt really bad for her, so seeing her like that and Juha trying her best to be there for her and seeing Minsung accepting that, was just confirmation that they definitely should still be together. Even after we discovered that she already knew Juha, that she hand picked her because she would be the easiest to accept her, I was still fine, because you can see that even alone Minsung was actually enjoying to know her, she was falling in love without even noticing. I also loves how Juha reacted to all that, she was definitely in shock and very sad about it, but she really wanted to hear from Minsung all that, I was happy to see that maybe we could have a conversation about it in the next chapters, I was not expecting to have that type of step back though.

Time for Juha and Youngae, like I said, before I was trying not to ship them, their interaction were interesting and the capitalist x anti capitalist was pretty spicy, but I was still a JuhaxMinsung believer, also there wasn't any hints in the story at that point. But when they started interacting after the kiss, I just was so in need of these two women getting together and getting away from those two mess of people. At first Youngae looked like she was just trying to use Juha and a little of pity because of all that happened, so I was not feeling like they could actually be together and max having a kiss that would immediately just meaning nothing and making them go back to their "determined" lover. But after seeing Youngae looking at Juha eating the hotdog everything changed for me, Youngae definitely feels something, she definitely is still trying to use Juha for her plans, but there is more in there, true feelings, even if both are maybe having those feelings because they are suffering from a heartbreak.

My wish was that those two actually would get together, like for real, being actual a couple where they both love each other and could go against those corporate pigs hand in hand. But I really doubt that would ever happen, even them getting together, I think the max that could happen is them having a one time fling and being a "mistake". Even though this story for now is being really good with some good twists, I can't see them steering too far from the norm with not having the main couple not being together, I would love being wrong though, please!!

I think the last thing I want to talk is about how I don't want Minsung and Juha to be together. In all my times reading hundreds of GLs, I never ever desired for the main couple not be together, it doesn't matter how toxic or how bad something ended up happening, I always could see them solving things together and the issues being solved or in the path of being solved, in a healthy way or healthy toxic. I can't see and don't want to see these two getting together, I understand that Minsung has a really big problem with her mental health, ptsd after ptsd, that was "solved" by being attached to Miyeon an attachment that became obsessive, which apparently Miyeon used to get Minsung more and more like she wanted and also impossible for her to get away(????), so like, I understand that she has probably not even an idea of how things are actually happening, she is really broken, but the thing is, I think Juha deserves better than just being the person to fix Minsung, Juha loved the fake Minsung and wants to love the real one and I was with that before, but where is the limit of how far should Juha go to want to love someone that she has no idea who they are and do awful things? For me that limit was the kiss, Juha is an amazing person, during all this she just wanted to be happy with her gf and everything around her is being going to shit without her doing anything wrong, so I don't want to see her having to be the bigger person and still sacrificing herself to try to fix someone, I want her to be selfish and going after her happiness without having to deal with bullshit.

I doubt any of that will happen, I will probably be sad with how things between them will be, but I will definitely still be enjoying the story and who knows, I still have way more than 100 chapters to read, maybe the author can actually make me change my mind about all I wrote, in the end I'm just really excited to read more of it and see where this goes

Edit: I'm on chapter 133, I'm afraid of the things I'm thinking, there is no way that this is actually what it is

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