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actually like how this story is progressing

Oh no if I ever become a sadist hostess and get stalked by a masochist actress, I might be influenced by an erotic comic to cross ethical lines! Thank God you're here to warn me otherwise!

i like this as it is .... a fictional story

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love it when vampire lore gets horny lmfao

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yo what now????

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joined Apr 19, 2012

im losing my shit

Oh shit you've got me losing my shit too now

oh damn DRAMA i'm losing it too

onyxpanda
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plots back then were so refreshing tbh. very sweet.

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Tomboy turning out to be the shorter one is so adorable

came here just to say this haha

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Helllo! I dont know if anybody also have the same issues

@MarisaKirasame: You'll probably have a better chance of getting this sorted out over in this thread link

but that being said, I have trouble loading things on DS too, but your slowdown seems abnormal.

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The final tankoubon (#4) is out now! What a lovely cover for it too.

onyxpanda
Citrus + discussion 23 Oct 11:20
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ngl, I relate with Yuzu and I could never see myself with a girl like Mei....no matter how much she's my type lmao. Like, it just seems so difficult.... lol

onyxpanda
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I don't understand why it was called "bullying herself" or "self-abuse". It sounds so strange. Is this a weird Chinese expression that doesn't translate well, or just a weird choice on the author's part?

It's a Chinese expression--- sex terms usually use "bullying", "teasing" as a mild way of expressing what the making love process is like. Afaik, these terms are often used for actions done toward the person receiving, because the top is usually identified as an "attacker", and the bottom as "receiver"--- so the "teasing/bullying attacks" are essentially like continuous pleasurable actions.

It sounds weird from a western standpoint, but it's not meant to mean humiliation or violence of any sort. It's actually a soft (?) and gentle way of expressing sex. In a lot of Chinese novels I've read, the "receiving" person usually is "bullied" and "teased" to the point of (pleasurable?) tears, or is unable to take anymore (but it's sorta the same way how in Japanese media the "no more" is not actually a "no"....). But in any case, it's not meant to be negative.

onyxpanda
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damn. sad. but in a way, it was kinda lighthearted enough that while reality sunk in, it seemed to make it okay. such is life...

onyxpanda
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The series is up to chapter 37 on raws now, and releases on a weekly schedule. very good stuff.

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???? what's going on LOL

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sobbing... so cute!!!!!!! This was the sweetest chapter so far. Requited feelings are the best sob sob

onyxpanda
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i blinked hard at those first two panels... thought I had completely missed a chapter or two lol

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onyxpanda
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I think the transition from fantasy to reality is very subtly conveyed in a way I can get behind. We definitely start parasocial, but when she starts becoming dissatisfied with the fantasty and more interested in and curious about the real person she's delivering to... ionno. That the ex-idol is dressing up for her as an idol and isn't showing up as honestly as she was at the start is honestly coming across as more parasocial to me - because she's recreating the environment that they started in believing that's what the delivery girl really wants from her.

Ionno y'all I thought it was cute. It's a shame it's a oneshot. I kinda feel like you could easily write a whole story about this kind of thing.

I agree with you there, it feels like they were both somewhat conscious about walking the line of parasocial vs seeing the human behind the role. when the delivery girl says "i love the micchu that keeps secrets, but i want to know more about saotome-san" its absolutely intentional that she uses her idol vs real name. And i think it represents a step beyond the parasocial, and sets the stage for them meeting irl as equals. Even if the way they got there was kinda rocky.

this! I used to think the way people chased after idols/celebrities was kinda weird, but then I accidentally fell into it myself briefly. So i now completely understand this kind of interesting mutually beneficial situation where it's definitely parasocial, but within reasonable boundaries, is actually a very sweet one. The transition here from fantasy to reality as said was done very well!

also the progressively dressing up for each other was so damn cute

edit: the ending was too short! i would love to see a small sequel of their life together someday.

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waiting for this to update ;;

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cute! the proportions were whack on p11 tho lol

onyxpanda
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Seems like the author's been busy with putting together a book (like a tankobon) for this series and is doing a small book tour with 5 cities within China from Sept 29 through Oct 5. They pushed out a small unrelated short comic recently on their Weibo. We'll probably see this one translated soon--- it's short but cute.

Their book is also available online to buy from Taobao apparently!

We'll likely see an update late October or early November.

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an end of an era!

onyxpanda
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knew it was from the wedding pics! I had a fun time seeing chisataki all over japan this spring... i love how much love the author/artist puts into this doujin. even had to save some of that hearty recipe for a rainy day myself!

onyxpanda
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sobbing..... so cute.... my yuri slice of life.....

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it's a good summer............. our dumbasses finally mutually confessed

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chapter 30 preview

LMAO. served.

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progress??????????