Especially her inner conflict about Natori, and especially after the "reveal" that Natori has known all along. It's clear that Natori's words and kindness and other feelings reach Lapis, and I'd say are so, so close to breaking through her facade, but Lapis does everything in her power to reject it all, as well as her own feelings because in her mind there's no point. She's already doomed, there is no way back. Makes the romantic tension between the two so much more palpable and delicious.
Well said and agreed. "Delicious" is also a great word. I'd differ from you in one spot: I view Natori as having already broken through. Lapis definitely loves her already and knows it. The issue seems to be that Lapis treats this plot as though it were a given conclusion or destiny. She acts like she has no agency. So with no agency against the outcome, all she can do is protect Natori when it comes crashing down.
Where normally she would push someone away as part of a cold, calculated plan, here she intends to "save" Natori out of love, like pushing someone out of the way of an incoming bullet. It's just that it's Lapis who feels she's stuck firing the shot.
Whatever happened in the past to that girl must have been unforgivable. I don't know how Natori gets her out of that mindset, especially if the people who committed whatever acts are still alive and well. For example, you might love your SO but if you had the chance to get revenge for the brutal, traumatizing murder of your sister, you might take it no matter what in they say. Can't wait to see it all develop.
As an aside, the art in this series has been incredible from the beginning, but chapter 11's designs were phenomenal.
Yeah it's wonderful.
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