Idk to me it read more like Chiharu let an opportunity to get with Mei pass cause she was scared of commitment or changing their relationship or such, and now she feels like she isn't worthy of being with Mei because she chickened out when it mattered. She loves Mei so much she thinks she deserves better than the coward Chiharu sees herself as.
But I'm not ace so maybe i just didn't get it idk.
Hey that makes a lot of sense!!! I'll bet on this theory from now on
Yeah I like that one. Damn that really fucking hurts though, like that's no small thing. Mei never figured out what Chiharu's thought process was, so to her it's just. The most painful straight girl trap experience you could imagine, down to getting her hopes all the way up and then getting hit with the classic "Lol can u imagine? that's not normal" killstroke.
Like damn Chiharu, maybe ur right. I wouldn't want Mei to end up with her unless she does a whole bunch of work herself, and maybe not even then.
Anyway this manga is so goated, thank you yuri harems, thank you tamamusi