the fact Shimamura is not in love with Adachi yet is a pretty big flag for issues
I would argue that Shimamura is in love with her and just hasn't rationalized it yet. She didn't accept Adachi's confession lightly and put a lot of thought into it, but that's simply her nature as someone who analyzes her interactions with other people in (perhaps excessive) detail. The mere fact that she accepted it despite her being someone who keeps others at a safe distance to avoid being bothered is a sign she's willing to let Adachi challenge the way she is. It's worth noting that she thought back to how she loved Gon and that she reasoned that falling in love with someone is abrupt and not the result of a calculated process; while she fell in love with Gon when she was a kid and still acted mostly based on instinct, now she's letting Adachi get close the same way despite how much more complex her way of thinking has become. She has no frame of reference for falling in love with someone outside of a dog from her childhood, so she doesn't realize that under all her contemplations, the process is still the same.
Yeah if someone wants to argue that the way Shimamura feels now - Adachi being the one person Shimamura is willing to inconvenience herself over time and time again, someone she admires, someone who's "painted pink by never-ending fireworks" in her mind's eye, the one person Shimamura seems even willing to consider having as her sole social focus - isn't love, they're welcome to do so, but I'm going to respond by suggesting that they might be overthinking things.
Doesn't mean they won't have rocky patches or anything like that down the road of course, but Shimamura clearly feels more strongly for Adachi than she does for anyone else.
Probably my favorite lines in these chapters. Really great.
The way Shimamura processes finally having Adachi's feelings right out in the open with no obfuscation has been an absolute delight in general, IMO. Some of the best writing in the entire franchise. The balance she strikes between being analytical to a fault while still showcasing obvious, genuine warmth for Adachi is SO good.
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