@ Galich

Somehow I feel like I'm heading towards Disappointment Town.

Here's to prevent that from happening:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PIb6AZdTr-A

You're one of us now after all! (◦’ںˉ◦)

@ ChocolateCakeLover

Good to see that I have your support! （*￣∇￣*）
I feel better now! ;)

I was never really interested in Bleach. Just saw one episode of the anime once a long time ago... The disappointing ending part won't make things any better...
But whenever a series has been going on for so long, it's always hard to create a satisfying ending for everyone, I guess... Not an easy task at least...

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@ ChocolateCakeLover

You seemed so shocked that I feared I could have driven you away forever... T_T
Glad I was wrong!
..
…
….Hi! (‾.‾”)

@ oliver

Awww..... nooooooooo! Not you too, Oliver! (ó.ò)
Don't look at me like that!!!
That was just a lapse... I'm sure it'll never happen again! m(_ _)m
I'm back to all innocent now, I promise! ;)

Alright! See you tomorrow then... ^^
You try to get some rest as well... you know you always wake up too early...
Cute dreams for you tonight! ;)

I'm still awake... sort of at least ;)
Just wished Galich a good night there...
If you want some distraction you can read this here:
http://www.webtoons.com/en/romance/always-human/1-i-guess-thats-why-i-admire-her/viewer?title_no=557&episode_no=1
Utoptia recommended it. Seems pretty cute so far ^^

Awww... we love you too!

How are you?
Did anything happen today...?

Good night!

@ Kyonne

Getting some sleep before making decisions is always a good idea.
Being lonely is no crime. And if you do feel attracted to her there's no problem with that either since your words imply that you're single...

But you still have two weeks left before she comes back so no reason to freak out just yet ^^
That can wait until she actually arrives ;)

Edit:
I'll just quickly add a song here to help you think a little:

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vWz9VN40nCA

✌(◕‿-)✌

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@ Kyonne

Then just meet up with her and see how it goes. Unless you think she's going to jump at you immediately ^^ But that's not usually a typical reaction for someone you haven't seen in 6 years... There's no harm in just talking. And you can always say no if you don't feel like going any further...

@ Galich

Oh... CCL... I wonder if they'll ever show up again... O_O

You naughty little girl! You totally wanna get corrupted! We're facing some serious issues here at the moment! Friend in need! So try to focus for a second, will ya? ;P

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@ Galich

Nooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo!!!
Don't want Kitty to explode!!!
That would be a mess!!! I don't wanna clean that up! (•_¤)

No need to check that... I'll be extra careful! ^^b

hehe ^^
Well... you certainly didn't grew up among perverts, it seems...
I've heard and seen too much by now... ^^
Our little Galich here is too innocent ;) So let's drop the lewdness for now...
(… but only for now... (｀∇´)ψ )
Don't wanna lose CCL for good this time (☉__☉”) So I'll be good...

@ Kyonne

Difficult question... Do you still like her?

@ Galich

Yup, it's all KinkyKittys fault! She's messing with our minds!
(You see what we're doing here? We're totally annoying the crap out of her until she returns to us! ^^
I did the same thing with you once and it worked ;P
Well... at least she'll have something to read once she shows up again... (^_-)b )

No!!!! I don't ever plan on using that button... First time I saw that I kinda freaked out... I really hope you have to double verify that... Because pressing a button by mistake is not something entirely impossible... Luckily I don't use a freaking touchpad...

Hah! You totally revealed something there just now! Your post count is more important to you that the thread itself! Shame on you! (‾‾^‾‾)

How serious what is...? You blushing?

(And for real... countermeasures on lewdness... that's not going to turn out well... chances are things are going to get worse... unless you plan to dump me into a convent... Just some piece of advice here)

CCL is in total shock right now... T_T

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@ ChocolateCakeLover

I was born lewd! (¬_¬”)
It's just that usually I don't show it much... but that whole kitty thing is just too tempting ^^
I hope I didn't ruin that innocent impression you all had in mind about me now (╯_╰”)

@ Galich

Nah... don't worry about stuff like that ^^

Teasing the kinky pussy... That does indeed sound kinda weird... even for our standards...
We're slowly turning into a fetish thread it seems... (ﾟДﾟ)

heheheheh... you know what... whenever I log in here... there's this little delete button at the right top corner... kinda sounds to me like... if I felt like it... I could make it all go away... (☼Д☼)
I have the destroy button at my disposal!!!
I can't live with that much responsibility!!!

No cake for me today! Had too much of that lately... Never thought I would say that but that's how it is... ^^

Does that mean you're blushing all the time in front of your screen? (¬‿¬)

@ ChocolateCakeLover

You got my vote as well! (｀∇´)ψ
Now I'm gonna join those protest voters! Hah!

And no, you're not!
I can see you enjoying yourself quite a bit over there... ^^

@ ChocolateCakeLover + Old Fart

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Pji_IX-UacM

That's how it is sometimes... T_T

@ ChocolateCakeLover

You're right, we are! ^^ You're just too gorgeous! It's your own damn fault! ;)

@ Blackkitty

Why? What happened...?

@ ChocolateCakeLover

Politics nowadays kinda feels like kindergarten sometimes...
“You are dumb!” - “No, you are much dumberer than me is!!! And your mama is ugly too!”
I can't stand that...

If they hadn't sabotaged Bernie I'm sure he would have had a fair chance to win this election...

@ KinkyKitty

Wow... changed your profile pic... almost wouldn't have recognized you there for a second... O_O
Nice...

But how do I know that you weren't thinking about CCL all the time...???

@ Galich

Don't worry, you're not making me feel uncomfortable.
I don't mind but I think I've talked enough about me for a while... people will start to feel bored... ;P This thread isn't supposed to be about me after all...

After all this time... I have no idea what kinda picture I've painted here... I've lost track of that ^^
If someone read all my posts they'd probably think that I'm some kind of oddball... O_o And they'd be right most likely ;)
You people are just too much fun... that's why I talk too much sometimes... (ˆ⌣ˆ​)

hahah! It's great that you still remember that one!
I found it really hilarious the first time I saw it because it was exactly how I felt for quite a while back then. That's why I loved that show all the more. And that's also why I never forgot that scene again... (^_^)b Now I even passed it on...

Currently, I stay away from people for a bit. I'm not really in a state to establish new relationships... I can't really concentrate on others at the moment. I need to change a few things in my life first, so you don't have to worry about that. I'm not one to toy with people and their feelings.

KinkyKitty has disappeared on us! She's sitting in a corner, masturbating while thinking about pleasing CCL with a soap land kinda massage... (ﾟДﾟ)

@ Old Fart

Donald Trump is constantly ridiculing himself and along with that all of his supporters as well.
I can see how some people like to watch him. But what I can't see at all is how anyone in their right mind would honestly believe that someone like him could represent a whole country! ...just imagine someone like him conducting negotiations with other politicians? That wouldn't make America great again at all... that would just end up in a total mess...

That “Schadendfreude” thing has become quite popular nowadays... A lot of people are so frustrated with the current state of their country and the politicians leading them that they start to vote for the wrong people just out of spite. Some kind of protest. But what they don't seem to see is that they're just making things worse in the progress...

I'm not into that phrase but I seriously hope that this is just a political fad...

@ Utoptia

What's that supposed to mean??? (@_@)
Just kidding ;)
Good timing you got there! There's not much on my current reading list ^^
So maybe I'll read it tonight... if I don't fall asleep before that... hope not.
Thank you for the suggestion! Always appreciated!

@ ChocolateCakeLover

Don't know who started the kinkiness... probably KinkyKitty... (¬‿¬)
It wasn't me, for sure! ┐(‘～`；)┌

Well... you never know... people do some dumb things sometimes...
If you ask me, I'd say he doesn't stand a chance. But if you had asked me a few months ago, I would have said that he doesn't stand a chance to be an actual candidate either... so... I hope the right Americans will vote ^^ That's all I'm hoping for... And I kinda miss Bernie... I liked him.

Mysterious little chocolate cake person... ^^

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@ Galich

Hey hey hey hey hey! What's with this sudden focus shift towards me...? (☉__☉”)

I'm not that interesting! I just wanted you to understand me a little better... That's all!
I'm a counterproductive human being, what can I say... ;P

It's not all that drastic as some things might sound. I told you that I'm happy mostly.
It's just that I never pictured my own life like that and constantly being disappointed with yourself doesn't help either, so... no expectation equals no disappointment ^^b All good.
And I don't like to disappoint others so telling them that I'm no good is just me giving a little warning... ;)

You're absolutely right about that one: There is no reason to rush things! Just take as much time with everything as you need.

Heheheh ^^
So we had the same idea about KinkyKitty...? There must be some truth to that then... (¬‿¬)
We've found her out!

And I'm sorry for being a pervert!!! m(_ _)m

@ Utoptia

Don't know that one... any good? Stupid question considering your post, I know, but still... what makes it so special (aside from the yuri part)...? ;)

@ ChocolateCakeLover

…. I'm kinda really starting to feel kinky here too.... maybe we should change the subject... (^_^“)

Trump is funny if you view him as entertainment.
But not funny for a possible presidency... O_o

I totally forgot if you're a boy or a girl...?
You're a mystery! ^^

@ ChocolateCakeLover

^_^
Maybe you'll get there as well at one point in life ;)
I hope you will... （*￣∇￣*）
.
..
…
But wait! Boy or girl?
'cause it's usually easier for girls...

@ Rina

Things I can't stand but are starting to pop up everywhere...?

Racism!
Irrational fear of strangers!
Homophobia!
Those little shitheads talking about "female propaganda“ all the time...
Trump!

Those "things“ were mostly there for a long time but it feels like it's getting worse again lately...

@ Kinkykitty

You gotta live with that new name now! ^^

(… I think we're starting to scare people...or weird them out maybe... me probably more than you, but still... o_O)
✌(◕‿-)✌

Oh, yes, they totally are! Watch those and tell me they are not funny:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_6_fGdVpJ1U

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2GIsExb5jJU

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0iRuYrs57cs

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=49j6_uk0g3k
But real life doesn't work that way... so only in art can I laugh about such beings ^^
Or maybe my kind of humor is just weird... ;)

We're slowly getting together all the missions we need to start playing the game of our life (^_-)b
A few more and we really need to start playing ^^

No need to be sorry! You can read all of those weird posts I wrote when you feel like it ;)
I'm too talkative again today... Maybe I should stop and get some sleep...
I'm courageous in admitting that I'm strange, maybe... ^^

And that's still kinky! Whether you mean it or not! You kinky little kitty, you! (◦’ںˉ◦)

@ ChocolateCakeLover

You little genius, you! ^^
Everything's easy when you can find other people to do all the work for you! (^_^)b
You're great! ;)
I love lazy people!

Blackkitty will totally give you a kinky „release“ massage! Don't trust her! ^^

@ Galich

No no no, you got that wrong. I'm just being realistic. I don't like an exaggerated opinion on yourself... - my brother is like that and I can't stand that! Acting like he's the smartest, most talented, most desired and generally above all. People like that are hard to deal with.
My sister is more modest but she still fails to see a lot of her shortcomings leading to her repeating the same mistakes over and over.
My mom used to get all defensive when criticism came up...
You gotta be realistic about yourself. Whether you like the truth or not. I know that I can do a lot of things. I know that I'm not dumb. But I also know that I'm wasting my life – just like Blackkitty said – I could do some things but I don't. That's a waste. And I fail to change that. And probably the worst thing about me – I'm still happy most of the time – as long as I can pay my bills I don't need any more... I just want my peace and quiet... That's why I'll probably never accomplish anything big in life...

Right, I was never once drunk (with alcohol) in my life ^^
But sometimes I get drunk from life itself ^^
Being drunk with joy because you've been listening to great music all day...
Being drunk from laughing too much...
Being happy drunk from sleep-deprivation (mostly right before you crash) ;)
Feeling high from too many orgasms in a row...
Or just feeling high because you're on a roll and good things keep happening to you...
That roaming around zombie part mostly happens after the crash... (^_^“)
When you climb too high you gotta crash at some point... T_T
Or it also happens when too many bad things keep happening all at once, or one after another, after another, after another.... turns me into a zombie as well...

That's why I love people here (^_^)b
We're all special in our own ways... I love that!

Subtle hints are a good start... That way you're not overwhelming them and they can slowly get used to the idea...
The way you describe them, your mom will probably be worried about you a lot.
But it's hard to deal with people that never show how they really feel... But as long as he'll remain supportive it's all good with your dad, I guess. They don't sound like the kind of people that would abandon their own child. So you can consider yourself lucky :)

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@ ChocolateCakeLover

Come here for a sec and let me give you a massage ;)

Getting the right parts for a perfect PC is hard. Putting it together is quite easy the way I see it...
Had to take mine apart recently after it suddenly stopped working. Now it's doing fine again (^_^)b

Are you building a new gaming PC...?

@ Galich

Well... I'm such a failure most of the time that me, caring about what others think, would probably get me depressed as well. ^^ So I mostly don't give a fuck as long as it doesn't affect others. I just like being happy too much (^_-)v
And sometimes I really am like some zombie, creeping around outside, hardly being able to keep my eyes open and/or walk straight, feeling dizzy and acting strange... I would never be able to leave the house on those days. But unfortunately I have to. So I usually just laugh about myself and about the way others might see me. It's kinda hilarious with a little distance... (^__^) And it makes me feel better too.

That comment your mother made does sound kinda reassuring... Not a bad start, I guess.

It's not all that interesting so no need to pay any special attention to that... ^^
I just wanted to clarify that I'm not all that different in real life.

No rainbow around my head – but big and dark circles around my eyes ;P

@ Blackkitty

Oh... Sociopaths and Psychopaths are fun! I love how they never think about the feelings of others. I also love how they do whatever the hell they want. But only in books, movies or TV shows... not in real life. I hate people behaving like that in real life ^^

Aww... you're sounding like my mom now ;) (Well... actually a lot of people tell me that... but aren't most lives kinda wasted anyway...?)
I've been slacking off my whole life! I don't even know how to do anything else...

Yeah, she does! She's a real special character dog ^^

I just can't watch stuff like that... There's this nice German word called „fremdschämen“ - that's what I feel whenever I see somebody else doing something really embarrassing – I feel the shame and embarrassment on their behalf ^^

(So now we got another mission.... unlocking your secret powers...) (¬‿¬)

@ ciega

Not odd at all! When I accepted that I was gay I was the same. I wanted to read/see more about that subject. But there was hardly anything. Maybe a gay movie like every three months or so on TV - when you got lucky. There were some famous gay (male) authors but hardly any lesbian authors that I knew of. At that time exactly none ^^ So I know how you must have felt. Was really excited whenever I managed to snatch a gay book or a comic or the occasional movie...
Luckily nowadays... now that I have internet access and all... it's a lot easier (^_^)b