I feel like I'm about to be flamed here by my very own hot take, but I feel like Ayaka is on the wrong with how she is going on strong for Hiroko.
We, as readers, know that Hiroko doesn't date co-workers because she does not wish to be outed as a lesbian and because it may have serious reprecussions in her career.
Ayaka could think of it too - because she literally works in the same place. But she doesn't do it, which is something I cannot really be sure I want to be faulting on her. The latest chapter as of now has shown her rather closed off from social interactions and wanting to understand interpersonal dynamics in her office and, in light of it, I figured that all her previous actions were not meant to somehow fit in or try to endear herself to the crew - she only wanted to be noticed by Hiroko.
Which makes her someone socially - not inept - but still lacking in sensibilities.
Her love for Hiroko comes off to me as rather selfish now. She wants Hiroko, but the one whose image she had built in her mind. Which was why she was so distraught when she found out Hiroko was lying.
If you think about it, we all loved bashing Hiroko for agressively not noticing Ayaka, but if we didn't know she was lesbian, or even if we didn't see her inner monologues, we'd think that she either a) misunderstood like an unrealistic clutz (ironically the maybe truth) b) was not gay but felt awkward rejecting Ayaka and tried to give her the hint or c) was gay but did not want to return Ayaka's feelings.
And Ayaka would look like she was possessive and overbearing and couldn't get the hint - maybe she would be seen as pitiful, but by no means would the readers support her as much.
And from the characters' POV is exactly how the characters see the story.
Besides, apart from being in love with Hiroko, what else does she want? What is her deal apart from this fixation? What will she even do when she gets together with Hiroko?
What I'm trying to say is that they both have faults and they should both work on them because even if they got together at this point it would not end well.
last edited at Jun 13, 2023 1:26PM