Ok so m does anyone else finds this indescribably sad? Of course it's scary or gruesome, but at the end of the day what I think lies below the surface is some big fucking sadness
Frankly, Takahashi's thoughts run so similar to mine that it's as natural as breathing. I expect that trauma from rapey teacher in C.1 will resurface later. But besides that, does that make her sad? I dunno. It can be sad to realise you need to perform human-ness, sometimes. But when you've never known any other way of existing, how can that be sad? You can't be sad about something you've never had.