I just... It's just.. T^T
goes check if there are casualties in the ship

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Suzuma & SoftLikeSteel

I'm from Indonesia. It's pretty hot here, especially when it haven't rain for a while. Since here we only have two seasons, rainy seasons and summer.

High five Azai! Let's melt together...wait that sounds weird lol

Lmao. / high five! /
I'm pretty sure what I call winter is summer for most of people here. And when they complain about the weather being hot, I just laugh it off, cause they don't know hell.

Anyway, leaving for work, cause I'm almost late! brace yourselves, Team Pink, canon balls may fly in our direction

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/ wakes up drowsy / I need my coffee.

Good morning/afternoon.

@Martian
It's damn hot in here too. (~_~;)

@Lin
Raisins?! Bleh

...No matter how you look at it, you really are a special snowflake, mvl. XD

so mvl89 is our snowflake, now? I definitely agree with that. xD

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Yes, it's kind of hard. But because of that kind of education I ended up succeeding in getting the college admission I wanted. Not saying that there aren't other successful and healthier ways of education, but I don't really blame my old folks in that case :)

um, well, but making you dread to come home just because you didn't get a perfect grade is definitely not nice >.>

Oh, yeah, it was not nice, but I got over that (partially lol). That's was nothing compared to how dread I was when I decided to come out as bi xD (story for another time). / drops dead in my bed /

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@mvl89 and GraciousLlama. Wth is this about me being hard worker lmao. Unfortunately my parents raised me in a way I couldn't scape the traditional Asian stereotype regarding studies lol.

don't worry, I didn't even know about that stereotype until I was like 16, also it seems so stupid... as though everyone in Asia is hard working. What? aren't there bad students there? I'm pretty sure there are. Though I do notice a lot of Asian people are very hardworking in their own way. I think it's a cultural thing. Like for example Greek people are very expressive and emotional, that's why everyone shouts at each other when there's traffic ^-^ (also break the rules while driving very often but ok >.>)

Yeah, it's just a stereotype; like every generalization it's just stupid. But I happen to help propagate the stereotype with my existence xD. Like I was 8 years old, I didn't get an A in Portuguese (and please consider the fact that my parents taught me Japanese and Portuguese simultaneously) and I was just so afraid to face my parents that day. I remember being stressed out at school and when I got home I cried my eyes out, because I had failed to get an A.

honestly I hate it when parents are like that, my mom was a bit like that sometimes and it made me quite insecure and when I hear some people had it a lot worse than me I feel really bad because I can clearly see the effects it has had on them and it makes them really stressful... I think if the parents could actually see the effects they'd feel really guilty...

Yes, it's kind of hard. But because of that kind of education I ended up succeeding in getting the college admission I wanted. Not saying that there aren't other successful and healthier ways of education, but I don't really blame my old folks in that case :)

Anyway, I need to get a proper night sleep right now, cause tomorrow is another long day. T^T
Good night, folks.

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@mvl89 and GraciousLlama. Wth is this about me being hard worker lmao. Unfortunately my parents raised me in a way I couldn't scape the traditional Asian stereotype regarding studies lol.

don't worry, I didn't even know about that stereotype until I was like 16, also it seems so stupid... as though everyone in Asia is hard working. What? aren't there bad students there? I'm pretty sure there are. Though I do notice a lot of Asian people are very hardworking in their own way. I think it's a cultural thing. Like for example Greek people are very expressive and emotional, that's why everyone shouts at each other when there's traffic ^-^ (also break the rules while driving very often but ok >.>)

Yeah, it's just a stereotype; like every generalization it's just stupid. But I happen to help propagate the stereotype with my existence xD. Like I was 8 years old, I didn't get an A in Portuguese (and please consider the fact that my parents taught me Japanese and Portuguese simultaneously) and I was just so afraid to face my parents that day. I remember being stressed out at school and when I got home I cried my eyes out, because I had failed to get an A.

/ sudden hypnic jerk / ∑(ﾟДﾟ)

Guys, what's happening here? I'm pretty sure I dozed off in page 44...

I think Rainy mentioned being from Indonesia. I have a good memory, so I'm pretty sure someone mentioned Indonesia. And dofudofu is from an Asian family of immigrants (I suppose Japanese) who went god knows where.

@mvl89 and GraciousLlama. Wth is this about me being hard worker lmao. Unfortunately my parents raised me in a way I couldn't scape the traditional Asian stereotype regarding studies lol.

Azai
Lol I think you need a break from work and studying. Just relax and try to not think about what might happen for Team Pink in the new chapter tomorrow haha

Yeah, I need a break, so I will just stay in this corner and listen to you guys. I may doze off. I will try to interact when possible, but I'm extra sarcastic when I'm tired, so be in the look out. You can just send me bitch slaps if I say something insensitive.

/ shows up and quietly sit down in a corner /
Don't mind me. I will just get a rest in this corner. And prepare my heart for whatever blow my ship will take tomorrow.

Best luck to you. Rest and sleep well.

Thanks, mvl89. I appreciate it.

/ shows up and quietly sit down in a corner /
Don't mind me. I will just get a rest in this corner. And prepare my heart for whatever blow my ship will take tomorrow.

Lol are you finally able to get some rest?

Yeah, I'm trying to rest a bit. I need to study some subjects, but I just don't have the heart for it right now.

/ shows up and quietly sit down in a corner /
Don't mind me. I will just get a rest in this corner. And prepare my heart for whatever blow my ship will take tomorrow.

sighs Sorry about that.

Don't be. That's probably the only way we can actually help you.

You guys are helping me by being here and keeping my mind off of things a little, which is a great way to pass time while I have nothing else to do...literally. XD Lin and my friends have a lot of their own stuff to deal with right now and can't really be here as much as I'd like, so yeah. ^^ Just pray for me on the day in 7 weeks when I actually do get the new pump. XD

/ hugs Suzuma /
/ awkwardly let go / That's probably the only bit of affection you guys will see from me. (But I just feel like it should be done in my defense).

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sighs Sorry about that.

Don't be. That's probably the only way we can actually help you.

lol mvl89 wth. A wild cow with a fucking flower in its head just appeared in my phone.

Guys, I can't wait to get home... Today has been a shitty one. T^T

What happened ?? :<

It was just a tough day at work. Some emotional burden too. No need to worry though. I just need to get some rest. :)

Hopefully you don't have much longer! And hopefully your day will get better :)

Are you ok tho ?? You can share something to us too yknow. And yea. Hopefully your day gets better. Take a rest if you need to. :>

Thanks, GraciousLlama and KitKat101. I'm okay, don't worry :) I'm on duty in emergency department today and it has taken its toll on me. But my shift is almost over now.

Oh gosh yeah that one is crazy, my aunt is a nurse in the ER and it's definitely an emotional place. However that being said I totally want to be an ER nurse lol

Getting assigned in that department will make you feel mentally exhausted too. I can't imagine myself getting assigned in that department. But hang in there Azai !! Fighting !! (^0^)/

lol GraciousLlama, you should hear your aunt. There are days ER is smooth sailing - things happen but you've got time to process it. But some days it's just blow after blow and you have to keep going. Until the moment you have time to sit down and think about what happened, and then you have a shit loaded for you. But thanks, guys. 40 minutes to go and I will be free.

Guys, I can't wait to get home... Today has been a shitty one. T^T

What happened ?? :<

It was just a tough day at work. Some emotional burden too. No need to worry though. I just need to get some rest. :)

Hopefully you don't have much longer! And hopefully your day will get better :)

Are you ok tho ?? You can share something to us too yknow. And yea. Hopefully your day gets better. Take a rest if you need to. :>

Thanks, GraciousLlama and KitKat101. I'm okay, don't worry :) I'm on duty in emergency department today and it has taken its toll on me. But my shift is almost over now.

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Guys, I can't wait to get home... Today has been a shitty one. T^T

What happened ?? :<

It was just a tough day at work. Some emotional burden too. No need to worry though. I just need to get some rest. :)

Guys, I can't wait to get home... Today has been a shitty one. T^T

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Lol this thread is so lively. In this rhythm, it will have more pages than the original thread in less than two weeks of existence. Anyway, lunch break is over.

Lin
Bull coffee, aka last resort in desperate times. But I can only drink that when I seriously need it. Get all hyped up and trembling xD

I'm also a caffeine junk since college happened xD

And Suzuma, Lin is right. Most of meds can be interrupted when there are side effects, as long as that won't cause clinical decompensation. But considering there's some cardiac issue there, tell your doc it's urgent and hold on a bit longer.
leave for hospital

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Morning, guys. leave coffee ready for you
I won't backread any of this new pages. I failed at successfully adding you into my already messy life.

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I think it's still my fault (?)
Bc apparently those 2 guys that tried to rape me has some sort of feelings towards me and I'm completely aware of it. But the thing is, they didn't know that I'm bisexual who likes to do girls more than boys. Lol
And my girl friends all went home without me. Fuck those fuckholes
So yea. I was completely drunk that night

I know I won't convince you otherwise. But you were not at fault there. I've already got pretty wasted around one guy friend who happens to have feelings for me. He didn't t try to rape me, he didn't even try to kiss me or to get touchy. He took care of me. That's the kind of guy he is and I value him for that. When sex is not consensual, it's rape. And no matter what you hear around, the victim is never to blame in rape.

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But I just can't accept the fact that I may be wrong for doing something I like, for example getting wasted, just because some guy can't keep his desires in check.

I agree with u.. But, you know.. that's the reality..

Yeah, but it's a pretty fucked up reality that anyone should accept. Sorry if I sound bitter, nothing ever happened to me or to my friends, but it is still unacceptable to me.

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