If you think about it, Asami never really lied to Keiko. When she said that she was never "lovers" with the student teacher, she meant that she never loved him, even though they (presumably) were in a physical relationship. (Edit: And when she says she hates Honda and he's a bad person who pretends to be nice, that seems like comedic exaggeration... until it turns out she was completely right about him.) So I choose to believe that dream Asami, too, was telling the truth at the end.
I've had an experience very similar to Keiko's, though it really was a friendship in my case and not romantic (...probably). My ex-friend left my life and cut contact for several reasons, but the major ones -- I'm pretty sure -- were that (a) he thought I'd be better off without him and (b) he thought I'd probably abandon him eventually so he'd rather cut the cord himself. Both of those seem to apply very well to Asami herself too. I think it's completely plausible that the reappearance of someone she thought she had escaped from would encourage her to run away from everything and everyone she knew. In real life, Keiko would never see Asami again and would never know what happened to her, but this is a manga so as readers we can choose a happy ending instead.
This manga isn't a 10/10 for me but it is very unique and speaks to an element of the human experience that fiction rarely recognizes, so I'm very happy I read it.
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