Hey Lin
I'm sorry if I my text is a little messed up. I'm on my shift right now and even though nothing really is happening here, my attention shifts to monitors and patients from time to time. But I can't help but feel like ranting now too.
First I'm sorry you had to hear that. Actually I'm angry and frustrated you had to hear that. I'm so damn tired that people like us still have to live with this shitty things when we are doing nothing wrong. I hurt when you said about being slapped. Because I also have been physically hurt for dating a woman. For loving one person.
But that aside, hang in there. We are all trying to do so. Unfortunately we won't live a smooth life where everyone will respect us and some of us won't have the rights that other people have. If one day I fall in love with a woman, I don't think I will be able to marry her in my country. I won't be able to adopt a child in my country. But if we hang on, one day that will happen. Some changes are already happening. So just hang in there.
I've learned while working in a hospital that we are stronger when we help others. There were so many times I had so much going on in my life, but helping someone actually made me forget for a moment the hell I was living. And Su needs you right now. Those kids you help too. So it may seem unfair but focus on them. I know we have a lot of differences but your type of work isn't really that different of mine. So I guess you can also find strength in others. Focus on those that needs you right now and keep going. We will support you as we can.
last edited at Apr 13, 2016 8:00PM
