Yay! Amawashi Part 82 https://amawashigroup.wordpress.com/2024/09/27/part-82-sendai-san-is-selfish-ii
I'm surprised this line actually made me snort a little: "Besides, I was a human with a heart, too—caring about someone wasn’t anything unusual."
Part of me wants to say "do you really Miyagi? Because it seems you try really hard to avoid showing it."
But the other part knows her abandonment issues makes her terrified of showing affection for fear of Sendai either rejecting her or growing bored of her and leaving. It's a good thing that she found Sendai, who's patient as they slowly work through these issues and grow closer.
I found where Miyagi decided to run away to be interesting because it's the opposite of what I'd do.
Miyagi felt a bit of hesitation about having to deal with Sendai's mom likely answering the door but powered through it. That'd be by far the hardest part of this visit for me and where I might give up.
But then after clearing that hurdle, Miyagi psyches herself out that Sendai might be upset about her visit and tries to leave the bag on the door and run away. Because Sendai rejecting her is by far Miyagi's biggest fear.
But of course, Sendai is super happy that Miyagi's showing she cares about her enough to come check in on her when she's sick. Wouldn't be surprised if that big gay brain of Sendai's had been having fever dreams about Miyagi.
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