I wonder why Onoda is so disillusioned / bitter / cynical ?
I don't think she is a bad person - or vindictive really - like others said it seems mostly a self defense mechanism - but she doesn't want to be like that - and knows she is the one with the problem I think - that's why she looked so upset and was tearing up when it was clear those 2 girls were not like her self excuses made them out to be.
I think she really needs someone else to help change - but I've not seen much evidence anyone is gonna do that atm unless I'm forgetting stuff.
I don't have a good idea of who is who / hangs out with who, or what they are like really - because the chapters are often far apart and its been coming out for so long.. I really need to sit down and read through it all in one go to get handle on everyone and their relationships and developments.