@ Galich

Well, turns out that my boss has my back on this one, which is really neat^^

Good to hear! Then she might actually be as nice as you said she was (^_^)b

Was it the satisfaction from ending a certain phase in life, the feeling of freedom or maturity?

More like the feeling of being able to do what ever the hell I wanted to ^^
No pressure at all. Everything was still possible and I was still full of hopes and dreams...
That was neat!

There's a similar thing with friendships; you get attached to your pals from work etc. when all of you are going through a hard (if not painful) moment in your lives, that's why so many soldiers end up integrating very well into their groups.

That's a trust thing, I believe. When you see that you can trust these people even when shit hits the fan that just deepens the bond...

Wish I had any of older ones.. only got my PS2 and PSP. How big is your collection?^^

More than 20 consoles... And several hundreds of games.
But I gotta admit that I haven't played them all. I hardly play any games nowadays... But I still wanna keep them ^^ I wanna be the first granny with a huge retro game collection! ٩(｡•ω•｡)و
;)

Sounds really nice actually^^ I remember the old video recorders.. one of my memories associated with them was inserting a sandwich where the video tapes would go

You wanted to make a toast...? ^^

So you had anime on the TV? I'm jealous!

Yep! Stuff like Cowboy Bebop, GitS, NGE, Escaflowne, Record of Lodoss War, Noir and all sorts of things... and the shows they played in the afternoon like One Piece, Naruto, Dragon Ball, Pokemon and such...

Aw, don't say that! Teachers can forget a lot of things! I know for a fact I won't be fogetting you nor your replies anytime soon ^.^

Thank you! I won't forget about any of you any time soon either! (`･ω･´)
Just had too much fun here... (ˆ⌣ˆ)

Nothing wrong with being a loner as well!

Right? ^^ Makes me feel kinda independent sometimes ;)

Well, I kind of screwed up there, by "personally knowing" chatting 1 v 1. And it's a certain Bulgarian ;)

That was my first guess! But I didn't wanna write anything stupid ^^

^ Ninja attack! ^^

Where have you been?
Don't tell me you got banned as well...? ;)

@ LumberingCrane

Nah, it's fine. It's kinda hard to fly when you're lumbering all the time.

(^_-)v I hope you're right!

Sleep walking is pretty interesting.
My mom once told me that when she was young a former boyfriend of hers was a sleep walker but she had no idea. So one night she woke up and he was standing there right next to her side of the bed facing her without saying a word... That scared the shit out of her ^^

@ CCL

No can do, Imma sheep person ;_;

^^ Poor thing!

Becccaaauussseee Avatar Wan started off as a fire bender so the next incarnation will be an air bender.

… that... makes total sense... (;ↀ⌓ↀ)
… right? (ó.ò)

So how are things going in England...?
Is your grandparents house still standing? ^^

@ UlquiorraSchiffer1

I'M BACK!

Don't tell me you got banned again (⌒▽⌒)

^^ Looks like you're getting good at this...

But watch out! If you keep it up it might become a habit ;)
... or a perma-ban... O_O
So please be nice to Nez and the others.

@ Utoptia

Since I won't hang around anymore, I'm leaving my newly-created DynastyUtoptia@gmail.com if you still want to discuss with me. My steam is available too.

Now I have a way to stalk and harass you （◕ฺｖ◕ฺ）
Never trust a woman! (◦’ںˉ◦)v
Maybe I can try to pester you to come back here... ;P

@ Kyonne

That incident sounds like one hell of a let down...
And you were even ready to marry that lucky boy! (ﾟДﾟ)
How very dare them!

@ LumberingCrane

I wish something that notable happens to me from time to time. The best I get nowadays is that sometimes I wake up in some part of the bedroom without remembering how I got there.

Never leave the window open when you're going to bed O_O
… or that Crane could end up flying for real one day... T_T

That's actually kinda scary...

@ Wtv

In fact, it's funny that I don't follow music that much but I like some niche things, like Amanda Palmer and Emillie Autumn.

That's all one person needs to know! ^^b

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I took fav anime gets sequel never wanted pills ;_;

I know that feeling. But there is a cure: Just ignore and never watch it ^^

and some negan better beware because that air bending avatar might not be as nice as aang ones.

… and you've lost me there ^^

O_O

You okay...?

Whatever it is you took, hand me some! Seems like fun! ^^

@ Blackkitty

Got it! ;)

^ That sounds troublesome... Sorry!
But you're still new, they should cut you some slack... all the more if it was your boss telling you to do it.

I still harbor great nostalgia for those times, I do think that my greatest moments in life and most stories come from that period, even thoI was still a small girl.

Best time of my life was after I graduated from school and before I entered college.
Still miss that a lot....

What can I say, I really like old tech. Got a lot of casette players in my room and a radio from the interwar period.. it is surrounded by books printed around the same time.

That sounds rather cool!
I like old video game consoles!

Do you have any objects that you associate with your "golden times" Anon?

That would probably be my PlayStation 2 and a video recorder – that last one was outdated even back then but I still loved it! I recorded a lot of anime and music and watched it again and again whenever I felt like it ^^ Loved that time. I lived in my own little bubble back then.

Any specific reasons for that?

After that whole dog thing I just didn't care anymore and slept whenever I felt like it... ^^“

Well, it means you're popular^^ there's no such thing as bad publicity!

You are totally wrong about that ^^ I don't know why but a lot of people immediately forget about me as soon as I step outside of the picture ;) I went to the same school for years and during the last year one of the teachers asked me: "You're new here, right?“ ^^ Not unusual for me ;)

Trying to achieve a similar attitude.. I get a bit too cynical at times tho xD

Don't worry about that! ^^ You need to be cynical to be able to handle life sometimes... Not a bad trait at all.

You can get really frustrated with giving more just to receive less ... makes me wonder if maybe it's my perception that makes other appear less invested. Told this thing to a close friend of mine. She said she can understand me but cannot do anything about it. I really dont know.
Do share your point of view if you're feeling okay with it!

Oh, I fear you are asking the wrong person here... ( ⚆ _ ⚆ )
I can't say whether it's just your own perception or if that's really how it is...
But I am a totally selfish human being... I don't like spending time with other people when I don't really enjoy being with them. I just like being alone too much... So if they just make you feel frustrated all the time, I'd be out... But please don't take me as an example!

Also, had a very nice moment of getting to know someone personally only to find out they're as nice in person as they first appeared^^

Who? Who is it??? ^^

I'm so sorry for that huge post!!! m(_ _)m

@ Blackkitty

Wow! (@_@) A double reply! ^^
I'm pretty sure this is going to be quite the wallpost answer ;)

I wonder what you think about me then...

Just didn't think that you were the kind of person who'd disappear on her friends ^^

but you are clearly missing some pieces of the puzzle.. ;)

|･ω･｀) That I most certainly do, I fear ;)

my bad then.. let me try again properly ^_^:
Anon, would you be willing to share your PO Box with me...? I promise I won't bother you unnecessarily^^

Well... that was a formal request (╯•ω•╰)
I hope you know that I was joking when I said that ^^
Of course you can have my email, already said that I'm okay with you having it, and we can take care of the rest then (^‿^ ) Just need to catch you when you are here for a few minutes to actually give it to you...

I just hold both of you dear to me ^_^, we spent lots of time sharing stories in here and I thought it might be a good idea to send you a postcard, and I've been thinking about it for a while, but I thought it would be weird and embarrassing.. >//<

(✿˵•́ o •̀˵)
Owww... Don't worry it's neither weird nor embarrassing!
But you know that I'll send you one too then... right? (´◔౪◔)

me too... never in a hurry.. but usually something happens so my plans change

Uh, my sister hates that about me... she's the exact opposite, which I find horrible in exchange ^^, because the second she thinks of something she immediately starts pestering you to do it RIGHT AWAY... o_O Which often leads to trouble... or her freaking out... (^_^“)

nope, thanks! don't listen to me :)

Maybe I can find a cute little Christmas zombie... ^^

the difference I can feel is probably for me you lack a bit in energy, maybe... but as I said I'm a bakakitty xD

No, you're not! I know you like to say that but you're usually quite perceptive.

don't say that! are you older than me?

Not sure, how old were you again...?
As Hedwig would put it: I'm in my early late twenties ^^

I'm being stubborn here, wanting to challenge myself

I wish I could be as stubborn as that... You clearly win! I admit my defeat ;)
You're officially more stubborn than me.

exactly! and you can feel as being part of all the magic around ;)

I like the feeling of being all alone on this planet, you can get sometimes when you stay up all night, better ;)

yes, I watched the first 2 seasons.. so there is a 3rd one? :)

Yes, there is! There is indeed ^^
Finished it in two days... still like it a lot. And still hate the kids ( ˆ▿ˆ)

at times I felt difficulty following through

Never had that kind of feeling. Although there was the occasional feeling of embarrassment on their behalf every now and then... (>ლ)

but why it should be all packed in a single family.. a mishmash family, not very realistic? xD

Yeah... a little too much sometimes. Especially considering all the gayness... ^^

soo you did!! Glad to hear that!^_^ one of the few series I have ever binge-watched!

So I know two of those already then ^^
How to get away with Murder and Sense8.
Although I couldn't binge-watch Sense8 myself... it was good but I never felt the urge to watch it all at once.

actually what made you like it?

All of the characters were quite interesting on their own.
And I liked the premise of the show: total strangers suddenly being linked in their minds. Sort of like a collective memory, even though it sometimes exceeded that by far.
What I didn't like was that collective sex scene though (;ↀ⌓ↀ) That one got a little weird...
And the fact that everyone was talking in English... I mean, they were connected spiritually. No need to speak the same language. Those German gangsters and their bad English were a little annoying ;)

corny? what do you mean?

Like that group sex scene...
And the general "I love you so much, everything will work out“ kinda theme... or that chick that totally turned into a groupie for that gay actor and his boyfriend... constantly watching them when they made out... even taking pictures... a little weird (；☉_☉)

the Korean girl has the character, if you know what I mean :)

She has more than just character! ^^ She's tough as shit! Loved her! And hated her no good brother... Hope she'll manage to get out of prison again... she left her dog behind!!! (✿˵•́ ‸ •̀˵)

Where did my favorite rebel go?
Please don't say you disappeared on us...? (ﾟДﾟ)

He's fine :) He contacted me on Discord and we chatted a bit,

^ Good to hear!

He's just as much of a rebel IRL as he is online XD .

That I am sure of! ;)

Here's the full chat

Nice try! (^_-)v

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^ Why? What did you do?
Did you set the whole place on fire and said the voices in your head, one of them being your boss', told you too...? O_O

@ Nevri

Sorry to disappointed you but I never heard of her before ^ ^"

(๑°o°๑)
And you totally got my hopes up there for a minute... (๑•́ ₃ •̀๑)

Jk! I'm still glad that you know her at least that's more than I'm used to in general ^^

@ Wtv

I do, although no much lately.
I like her style in the Dresden Dolls days, Who Killed Amanda Palmer and Theater is Evil. It seems like she's doing some alternative things lately that I'm not a fan of.

You, my friend, have a great taste in music! ೕ(•̀ᴗ•́)
The first song I fell in love with was "Coin operated boy“ back during her Dresden Dolls days around 2005 or 2006 maybe:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=j4gPZPKJc0s
Then I followed her up to her "Amanda Palmer performs the popular hits of Radiohead on her magical Ukulele“ EP ^^
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=r-w3ulxYkqU&list=PL2A0F3F6183029B94&index=2
Still love all of that older stuff and regularly come back to it every once in a while.
Everything that followed after is still good but it doesn't light my fire anymore for the most part.

@ UlquiorraSchiffer1

I'M BACK!

Don't tell me you got banned again (⌒▽⌒)

@ Utoptia

Where did my favorite rebel go?
Please don't say you disappeared on us...? (ﾟДﾟ)

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@ Nevri

Awesome! I didn't expect to meet another fan here! ^^ Most people don't really know her...

Amanda is so gorgeous!
You can find many great live videos of her online.

This is another one of those gems back when she had trouble with her record label:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=iMi7wRfmoMs
(^_^)b Just perfect!

Also loved her ninja gig in Dublin:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4WnuVDOFeh4
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=aIsyAdKE6OU
I could go on forever! ^__^

What's your favorite song of her?

Also recently I got back into mood to listen to some more heavy/epic music again https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hLrSX-qHggE

Good one! If you like heavy and epic, here's another one for you:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yVIRcnlRKF8

Or make it two ;)
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hnuhzyO5Drc
This one is a must!

@ ratifuu

Hi there! ^^

has anyone here ever tried making your own yuri manga? Have you ever finished building at least the story with some sketchy draft of manga panels?

Can't say that I have, sorry.
Got a few story ideas but unfortunately I suck at drawing... (^_^“)
Are you trying to draw one?
Or are you looking for an aspiring artist?

@ Galich

Sorry for the delay, got a visitor over...

Hey, I'm not disagreeing! For the record, I still have a (very usable) palmtop from the late 90s, got experience with typewriters, faxes and wish I'd ever get the occasion to use a pager!

I never had a pager either! ^^
Still, I like the nostalgic sound of that! Those were the days... When you wrote your homework with a typewriter and the whole house knew exactly what you were doing (^_-)v

Well.. accidently it comes off this way! Falling asleep 8 hours before my alarm is set, usually waking up after 2 hours, then getting 1 hour of sleep tops. It's a mess.

So your sleeping schedule is just as messy as ever... Sorry to hear that.
Maybe with some time that will change as well, now that you have a job.
That's the only thing that improved on my end lately... Feels kinda good to not be tired all day, every day...

turns out it was my friend that's wanted to know if I could go downtown today to lend her a hammer (o.O)

(^_^)
I don't own a full tool set either but a hammer is pretty basic... maybe you should get her one for Christmas ^^ With a nice red ribbon and all ;)

Gotta say, I felt really weird today travelling through all of the town with a hammer in my bag to give to my friend D:

At least it wasn't a chainsaw ( ⚆ _ ⚆ )
But this actually reminds me of something...
In my last year of college my best friend managed to break his bicycle lock. So his bike was standing in front of the school and he couldn't move it anymore. I told him that I had a bolt cutter at home that we could use for the lock. Those things are HUGE! So the next day I walked to school with a bolt cutter, carrying it around all day and at the end of the lessons I threw that thing on the table in Spanish class and said: "Time to go to work!“
( ˆ▿ˆ)
We got a lot of weird looks that day ^^

I got moved into another mall, which is much much closer nearby, and I need to be there an hour later than I would've been in the previous one! Plus, I still get to keep my boss!

There's nothing better than a workplace nearby!
It's horrible if you have to waste a lot of time every day commuting...

Anon and being miserable? Cannot imagine it, not even at your worst^^

Yeah, that's me! Always in a good mood! Taking serious things totally seriously all the time while still staying positive! Just like here:

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8C17yfGyJjM
^^
(I love Amanda Palmer! Does anyone else here actually listen to her stuff...? I wonder...)

my city today had the air polution norms exciteed by 300%.. the air in here was literally green/yellow, and everything was so blurry.. people running in masks..

… not sure if I could live in a city like that... that just screams lung cancer. I already feel uncomfortable when I have to walk by the main street during rush hour...

Looking at my posts, I sounded like I was angry at you or something. Sorry if you perceived as such, it was never my intention^^

After my little freak out a while back I'm willing to cut you some slack on whatever you do ;)
Nah, you've got nothing to worry about in that regard. It's just, like I said, sometimes quite hard to guess if someone is trying to drop you a hint or something or just joking when you can't actually see their face.

Okay, that was a bit too cynical. Sorry^^

Not cynical at all. I think that's totally okay.
I just like to take my time to get over things that's all. I'm pretty slow when it comes to that. I run away from a lot of things but I don't like to run away from my emotions ^^

had a very interesting conversation today. One of those that make you go "hmm, so maybe this quirk of mine is much more normal than I thought?"

Now I'm curious. What's that quirk of yours you were talking about.

Also, made a decision and changed my attitude to others; gonna only give them as much affection as they give me, nothing more.

That actually sounds quite healthy if you ask me. I can back that up.

@ Nevri

We do, but must of times it doesn't really protect you.

That's what the law does ^^
It looks good on paper but most of the time it doesn't quite work the way it should ;)

@ Rina

I was actually able to handle that song ^^
Quite good.

Have you seen the new Talking Dead episode yet?
Xander Berkeley seems like a really cool guy. Loved him! Unlike his role... (^_^“)

@ Nezchan

In case anyone wants to have a read, I posted a new story at The Book Of Kels just a few minutes ago. It's my first attempt at satire, and while it's not yuri per se, the main characters are married lesbians. So there's that.
"We Build Yesterday"

If it's not science fiction, I'm not interested!

(◦’ںˉ◦)v
Just kidding ^^
I gave it a try. Really witty. I was actually surprised that it was quite tame... until I read that last sentence ;)

It doesn't feel judgemental. Just puts Y in a different light. Half bad.

^ Okay, yeah, now that you mention it... most countries probably don't have employment protection...

@ oliver

I just wanted to change my avatar into a cute one as you guys', and now I feel bothered because it seem to be a little too cute for me.

It also has a little lewd touch to it so it should be fine ;)

@ Blackkitty

Even I had been accused of disappearing by my closest friends when I decided that I don't want to meet anyone and became unreachable for weeks xD

Didn't expect that coming from you to be honest ^^

but I'm lucky they are understanding ;)

That's great. I have a good friend like that as well. Which is awesome because we never have to explain ourselves when stuff like that happens. We just know how it is (^_^)b

oh, well, you are the other one of my favorite maids who I would like to send a plain postcard for Christmas to, but I'm almost sure you would refuse ^^"

You never even tried asking ^^
But don't worry, you don't have to feel forced to just because you wanted to send one to Galich.
I know you two talked about that postcard exchange program back when we started here.

I believe I owe you too.. but I have to find your posts first...

Wow... I just tried and took even me a while to actually find that post again ^^
Nothing really reply worthy... So don't feel obliged to.

But in case you wanna save some time looking for it, it was on page 173... O_O

it means that I will have the difficulty to decide what to study there xD

LOVE! You ought to study love in France! What else could there be??? (◦’ںˉ◦)

unless the plan changes, just as usual ;)

heheheh ^^
My specialty is procrastinating (；๏д๏)
;) (but it's actually not funny sometimes... o_O)

oh, that suddens me...

Do you really miss the zombie...?
I can switch back if you want me to. I like Noodle but the zombie was cute too.

I've read your reply to Galich

Just out of curiosity. Do you also think that I've changed so noticeably?
I don't mean me not being here that often anymore or when I'm actually talking about the depressing things that happened but like... all the rest...? ^^

And awww.... A Christmas kitty! That's really cute! Good choice! (^_^)b

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^ Happy Thanksgiving to everyone who celebrates it! （◕ฺｖ◕ฺ）

@ Neko chan

.....*drops dead* omg......im actually so excited....even though it might not pay of...it's just such a good show!!!

I'll definitely watch it as well. It's scheduled for next year btw.
I'm looking forward to it but I'll try to not have too high expectations...
I just can't imagine how anyone could possibly make that show any better ^^ But maybe they will manage to keep that standard at least...

@ Galich

If I were that bothered with it I would've probably sent you an e-mail ;P

Are you trying to say I'm old-fashioned here...? O_O
;)
Email is totally hip! ^^

Right now in my work I have to go for 3 hours every day of the week at 6 in the morning, so looks like there won't be any all-nighters for me for a loooong time.

That's why work sucks! （；^ω^）
… or you could just stay up all night and sleep after work... (๑°o°๑)

Not signing the offer for any selected amount of time, which is nice.

... doesn't that just mean that they can fire you at any time...? don't see how that's good... unless you plan on backing away yourself if things don't work out as planned.

To be honest, I dunno what I'd have been doing had I been born in a much smaller one..

You'd just be bored and miserable, like the rest of us village folks ;)
Just kidding. I live in a small city but luckily not a village ^^

It was just such a sharp contrast with you from a few months ago..

Wow... didn't realize that at all... (ಠ.ಠ)

I know that this may sound a bit harsh, but did you consider getting another animal, just to keep yourself distracted? Sorry if what I said was insensitive.

No, that's okay. Of course I've thought about it. I love dogs after all...
But at this early stage it would just feel like replacing her... and I really don't like the thought of that...

@ Nevri

I don't follow thread well, but I remember you talking about it. My condolences.

Thank you!

From what I heard that is the downside of owning a animal, people get used to it so once it is gone, you feel empty and getting a new one is pretty much a must.

I wouldn't call it a downside but it's true for most.
First reaction of most is "I'll never get another pet again“ but then they eventually get another one at some point because they realize that it makes life just so much better ^^

@ Galich

We want our closet to be open and transparent.. unless secretive and closed suit us better wink wink

… something tells me that's more than just a joke...?

Sometimes it's hard to tell if someone is just kidding or not when you can't see their face, so maybe this is totally unnecessary but just in case: if you don't want me to, I won't bring it up again. Just let me know.

Nice to hear that someone gets along with their family.. guess not all of them are this disfunctional xD

We can get along but we are far from being perfect, believe me. ^^

Well, one small solution to it is waking up earlier.. for me it makes the day feel a bit longer.

Staying up all night and hardly sleeping is more effective ;)
The only problem with that is: you can't do that for long...

Yea, really happy with that so far. She seems to be really reasonable and nice. Sure, she's not in charge of the entire business, but I'm responding to her directly.

I really hope you'll be happy with that job! Keep my fingers crossed for you.
When do you start?

I am lucky that there's one in my city.

Yeah, the way you described the system in Poland you actually got extremely lucky. It has its perks to live in a big city.

Well.. hard to say really.. you seem much less optimistic these days... That, and you haven't been so active lately..

Ah, okay. Now I see what you mean...
With "secretive“ I thought you meant something like concealed and cryptic...
Well... can't deny that I've been less active these days. But I didn't actually notice that the way I write has changed in any way... sorry 'bout that!
I'm sure there'll come better times but there hasn't been a lot of good stuff around me lately.
And personally, I mean in real life, I noticed that my dog actually affected my mood heavily.
I think I mentioned here once that she always made me happy whenever I just as much as looked at her... now that balance is just missing. She actually made me a better person...

I just hope that things are/will be working out well for you, remember that I'm rooting for you^^

Thank you! I do too ;)

@ Neko chan

also yeeeh! I loovved her with the Christina's lights

Oh, the Christmas lights! Yeah! I need to decorate my apartment like that! ^^
But maybe not that hole in the wall ;)

some people even went as her for helloween

That sounds cool! Wish I could have seen that!

and omg is Nancy is was so good too

That was another really positive thing about that show: A lot of roles start off as stereotypes but by the end of the show they totally flip that around.

but I felt sooooooooooooooo bad for her friend when they found her in that world

That was one of the few cliches... The nerd friend had to go ;)
Yeah, it was very sad. Especially after Nancy tried so hard to find her...

The boy still had some black stuff coming out of him when he was at home!

That actually got me wondering...
Does that just mean that the creature escaped like that because part of it is still out there now and that black stuff was just the last remains inside of the kids body.
Or does it mean that it's still inside of that poor little cute boy and it will affect him further...?
I hope it's the first but I'm not sure...

That just HAS to be a hint to a new season XD

Truth be told: A second season has been confirmed already.

@ Neko chan

aaawwww yey I won you over x,D

^^ You already did that a long time ago with that sweet little maid story of yours! (⌒▽⌒)

I freaking loooovvved eleven

That kid is such an amazing actress! So damn impressive...
I cried like a baby the moment she turned around and said „Goodbye, Mike“... T_T
The music and the atmosphere... it just sucks you right in... I was in awe most of the time...
Just simply amazing...
Lots of very good actors on that show not just Millie Bobby Brown, the girl that played Eleven. Loved Winona Ryder as well – really strong comeback of hers... - she was an astonishing mother!
And Nancy!!! That girl had some balls! ^^
Been maybe 4 or 5 times in all my life that I felt so blown away by something I've just watched...
Pure bliss! (^_^)b

I really hope that a new season comes out

I'm kinda conflicted about that... of course I would like to see a second season. But will they manage to make it just as good as that or even better...?
Maybe it'll be like True Detective. The first season was impressive. But I couldn't even manage to watch the first episode of season 2... That's what I'm afraid of...

I know it was really sad for me but so pretty,

Wanna see something that makes you cry...?
Watch this:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xz6GLS5rYz0

T_T

They probably are makin stuff up, cos we are all only 16-17 years....but maybe they are not

Surely not everything they say is a lie. Just telling you to be careful and don't try to compete. Stuff like that is not a contest ;)

@ Rina

Im sorry, lol; it was important for that moment of time anyways ^ _ ^"

It's okay, no worries. ^^
It was just that "lol“ part that was kinda disconcerting...

@ none

Anyone else is counting seconds?

Looks interesting.
But I gotta admit that I've never played any computer games in my life.
Just console games.

@ Galich

Whoops, really sorry, completly didn't see the post at all^^ Cheers for telling me the page!

I thought maybe you just didn't wanna talk about this stuff... So it's fine ;)

Like all Christmas every year sadly.

Yeah... seems to be the same here as well... That's what I love about Christmas... when things start to get really awkward... (^_^“)

To be honest, the most reliable way of not getting in quarrels with others is to simply not go to your family at all, at least in my experience. Then again, some claim that they don't hate their family, which is not something I can imagine^^

I'm one of those ^^ I don't hate my family! Although I gotta admit that we're not always easy to handle unfortunately...

That is really terrifying actually.. and the time flies quicker every year of our lives.. that is terrifying thought.

It truly is. And no matter who I ask they all agree with this... so it can't just be my personal perception or my lifestyle...

Then again, surprise surprise, I will be able to confirm it! Actually got employed. The job isn't as good as some of the previous ones I was offered, but it has a very nice boss. I'm willing to live with this.

That's great! Good to hear! You got lucky and found a job rather quickly! And having people around you can feel comfortable with is really important. So that boss thing sounds like a big plus.

Sadly, still not. Got my visit set for the 15th of December, since apparently all of the ones in my proximity are not avalaible.

I don't know how things are in Poland but here in Germany it's not uncommon to have to wait several months... I remember back when my cousin tried to go to therapy the first appointment she got was like half a year later... O_O
Nice, when you have some real problems to face...
"Sure, we can help you, like... maybe next year...“ o_O

Been so secretive lately Anon.. did you become a secret agent or something? ;P

Am I, really?
What makes you think that...?

@ Neko chan

for someone who's going into acting I've been told it's important to just get back up and keep trying, so I always try and do just that @A@

You're really ambitious! Keep that up! d (^‿^✿)

"Shelter“ was really cute! Thanks for sharing! I hadn't seen it yet.
But it was also quite sad at the same time...

Where is stranger things at! It's so good to watch it mate! X,D
Oooohh yeeeehhhh, I totally forgot it was a series and not a movie cos I liked it so much, I guess we are pretty different cos I usually stick to series, might start watching movies soon nya! 0w0

Now you made me like you even more!!! (♥͡_♥͡)
Finally! Someone who watched Stranger Things here!
I loved that show! It's nearly perfect!
I recommended it (very persistently) here a while back but everyone refused to watch it... T_T
Now you're my new favorite person! ;)

I mean I have done some "stuff" but I'm still not ready for like further sexual experience, b...but maybe I'm jus not growing as fast as my class mates and I need to be a good kitty and join in?? Q///A///Q

Don't believe all the stories you hear from people your age... A lot of teens love to exaggerate to make themselves look or sound more interesting, oh so mature or cool. A lot of that is just pretense and make-believe...
You shouldn't do anything that makes you feel uncomfortable just because other people around you claim that they've done it already.

@ Blackkitty

Anon , I hope you won't disappear without a trace because I totally missed your email xD

What makes you think I'm going to disappear...? (๑•́ ₃ •̀๑)

It was just Rina asking for a way to contact me outside of this forum.
But when I tried to give her my email she was just like "Whatever, don't need it anymore, lol“ (ಠ.ಠ)
So... yeah... ┐(‘～`；)┌
I don't mind giving it to you though in case you want it for any reason.

I also still owe you some replies:

Not sure about the 3rd time charm.. imo the magic of stubbornness can break some walls ;)

Stubbornness can do the trick sometimes ^^
And the rest of the time it can be pretty hard to handle for others as well ;)
Believe me, I know what I'm talking about... with my family... (@_@)

So... this means that you'll really go to France next year, huh...?

where is my zombie with the playful eye!!!

He's gone into hiding for a while ;)
This is Noodle ^^

@ Galich

Not sure if you missed it or just didn't feel like replying but in case of the former: I posted a reply to you on page 210. If it's the later, just ignore this ;)

@ UlquiorraSchiffer1

This is just sad.....overwhelmingly sad
http://www.vice.com/en_ca/read/dying-in-ukraines-endless-labyrinth-of-catacombs-341

That's a very interesting article.
And no matter who that woman on that picture was. It really is a sad story. Dying in a place like that...

@ MattoMaindo

I went on a 2nd date with the girl I mentioned, and I broke up with her. So there's that. It was very awkward, I don't regret it, I learned some things of what I want and don't want in a relationship, and overall it was a learning experience (to say the least).

What was it that made you want to break up with her? If you don't mind my asking...

@ Faust

Idk, it just
happened
(｡•́︿•̀｡)

^^ Don't worry, many made that mistake so far... SF still hasn't realized it yet ;)

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@ yukito

a relevant video for my American peeps https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ds5U_0AOZ5I

Sounds like a very reasonable and sensitive approach.
I think it's not only relevant for Americans in this particular situation but also for anyone else who wants to learn a little more about discussing things in a constructive manner...

^ Yeah, I saw that post from last night...
That was just a certain someone trying to revolt against the authority again ^^

I'm well aware that the forum rules apply here as well. And I think others do as well.
But as the name implies, "where everyone is welcome“, behaving in a civil manner should be a given.

Sorry about the ruckus last night.

@ Neko chan

yeh, everyone has their cup of tea ;3

That's true.
It's just that life is a lot easier for people with an outgoing personality. Not saying they don't have any problems at all. But it just makes the things that are expected from most a lil' easier ;)
I always admired people like that...
I've met a few so far and I'm always blown away. ^^

@ Rina

Not to swap per say, more as a back-up in case the forums ever goes down.

I saved Galich's link in case that ever happens... (or I change my mind about it) ^^

@ Utoptia

I believe a place that goes against Anon's ethic, refer to the title of the cafe, isn't meant for her at all, sadly.

Why sadly? O_O

… I wouldn't go that far... but what I like about this place here is that everyone who happens to come across this site can join in and say whatever they like. If they enjoy doing it, they might stick around. If they don't they can just go back to reading or come back again later at any time.
I don't like the idea of an invite only place. Never liked closed groups. They just help create the atmosphere of "you don't belong here".
I want a place where absolutely everyone gets a chance to participate.

If it wouldn't be for a place like that we all wouldn't have met after all! ೕ(•̀ᴗ•́)