@ yukito
Fuck, that's cruel... Being forced to make a decision like that... I'm really sorry to hear that!
Must have been especially hard for you while preparing for college... but, I guess, there's never a “right“ time for fucked up stuff like that... It just always hits you hard and there's never enough time to prepare... Life is just cruel. That's why I always had my issues with it...
For me it was a lot of death and serious illnesses around me... even including a severe brain bleeding... gosh, that was horrible... you just turn numb and feel completely helpless... you can't do anything but hope and pray that everything will turn out all right... thinking about the things you could have done differently... it's just such a gruesome feeling...
I wouldn't mind if that phase of really ugly stuff happening would end with this year ^^
Is your sister doing alright...?
Hope nothing happened to her beyond being drugged...