I also wear concealer on a daily basis (dark circles happened with my internship) and eventually some lipstick. I will take around 20-30min if I want some eyes on me ;)

My friend peeped on me :/

don't tell me it was one of those disgusting guys >.< !

Nooooo. My friend is a She xD
And umm. Yea. She stole a peek on me while I'm in the bathroom stall >.>

Wait wut o.O why??

I dunno ?? XD

Maybe she wants a KitKat bite? ;D

whisper when you say wear the flag... is that literal? I don't really like rainbows >.>

I've seen people wearing accessories with the flag, like wristbands. Well, I've seen many girls wearing the flag in music festivals and that's pretty effective lol. I'm also not a fan of rainbows so I don't wear those xD

Hi, KittoKatto

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FAYLICIA IS ACTUALLY THE BADASS.
She's so badassly innocent, it's like she's wearing an impenetrable armor of sugar and fluff, that protects her from anything we pervs might throw at her. That is true badassery right there. u_u

I agree. Fay dumped me twice and had me running in shame the last time. XD

how did you make women notice you then?
Fay

You don't need to go like "I'm bi" to strangers. But you have to send the message to girls somehow. Go to gay bars, flirt with girls, make significant eye contact, wear the flag somehow, mention girl crushes. From my experience I can tell that once you're out and people see you with another girl, things get easier.

Lin

Disclaimer: not trying to hit on you! xD

Lmao. Actually I was the one who said you were the badass (and I wasn't hitting on you either xD). I just think that psych thing you make awesome; I can't do that and it would be so helpful if I could xD

I don't care much about systems or the bigger picture as long as I can personally identify myself as not being a marionette of it. I am who am for reasons that I chose, not because what someone tries to dictate onto me. ^_^

Lin
Exactly. I don't really care about systems if I am still allowed to do my job. As long as I'm free to do that, it's enough. It's very rewarding actually.

Fay

you make me be a bit less scared of doctors... Tbh, some are really nice but some others are really cold and they just look at you like a machine or something and they don't care whether you are scared or not... and that doesn't go well with me because I'm always really nervous...

Lol. Some doctors lose the human touch. I don't really blame them too much; I mean, it's not right to lose it, but sometimes we experience things that f**** hurts. But that form of defense just makes everything worse. I've learned that the first thing I have to do is to make a patient comfortable. I need them to trust me, to feel free to talk about anything really. I can't help anyone if they don't feel compelled to accept my help.

Nezchan

I remember a doctor telling me once that while police like to watch police shows and lawyers like to watch lawyer shows (even if cringeworthy), doctors rarely watch medical shows. because they get way too much of that stuff at work, so it's kind of an overload.

Yeah, I'm not into medical shows. House is absurd, Greys Anatomy is drama overload. I like my work, but it's healthier if I just stay from that when possible.

Faylicia
I don't believe in that conspiracy theory. But pharmaceutical industry does questionable things to have profit.

Lin
Exactly. Sometimes it's just feel like I'm fighting against a corrupted system and that nothing I do makes any sense, since it's useless. But that's something I keep telling myself to be a lie. There is something I do that can change things a little bit :)

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Lin

Anesthesist would be more of a lab job though, right?

Not exactly. There's a branch of anesthesiology that works in intensive care units too. I would also aim for that.

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dofudofud

A bit of that fear is probably good thing to keep you vigilant :)

Also making mistakes with women doesn't seem like such a bad thing until you realize oh shit I really hurt someone. Part of the main reason why all my flirting is verbal now. Well that and kanojo lol.

Yeah, don't worry. I usually keep that fear in check. It's just that sometimes the more I study, the more I see I still have a lot to learn. Knowing that it may be the difference between life and death for a person doesn't help at all, but it definitely work as a motivation to learn.

And regarding woman, well, I already hurt one. And I don't intend to do that again, at least not like that. I may hurt someone again, but I hope it won't be intentional.

elthundercat
I'm a intern about to graduate. And believe me, patient-doctor play isn't something I'm into. I just remember my gynecology stay and it's just a turn off xD

Lin
I have studied 6 years. I think the system varies from countries, but upon completing the medical course, I get my MD, which allows me to practice medicine. I'm still not really sure about my specialization yet, but it will be either intensive care, emergency medicine or anesthesiology.

pervy understudy, maybe just make better judgment calls than I did lol...

But... How am I supposed to learn without mistakes, wise pervy grandpa?

Do you have to kill someone before you learn how to heal them?

No! But... It may happen.
Ow, tofu-san, you reminded me of my crisis again.

Crisis? :(

Just insecurity. Some months from now and I will have this responsibility over someone's life and who knows if I will do it right.
Anyway, I got your point, pervy grandpa.

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pervy understudy, maybe just make better judgment calls than I did lol...

But... How am I supposed to learn without mistakes, wise pervy grandpa?

Do you have to kill someone before you learn how to heal them?

No! But... It may happen.
Ow, tofu-san, you reminded me of my crisis again.

pervy understudy, maybe just make better judgment calls than I did lol...

But... How am I supposed to learn without mistakes, wise pervy grandpa?

/ passes out in her grandpa rocking chair / Never go shopping with two little rich girl sisters. They can go for hours with seemingly no end.

I tried to catch up a little and just saw a lot about prejudice, dreams, and that I'm the standard for whore-ish behavior in your younger years.

Well, apparently I'm your right hand and future successor. So you're also the standard for my present whore-ish behavior.

My freaky ass ex is at my door. It's late in the evening and she just keeps knocking at the door, asking to be let in. Holy fuck, I have a stalker! O__O

What?! She's not only nuts, she's psycho!

Oh my gosh I'm about to fall asleep at work, I just got so tired XD

Hang in there, Llama!

since we are on the topic of dreams have any of u tried/practice lucid dreaming?

elthundercat
I did that a few times, but I can't do it anymore. It was very cool, by the way. First time I did it, I was in a dream in which I had a physics book with me; I realized I was dreaming and I tried to read the book to see what was written on it. The equations were all wrong lmao.
Have you ever done it?

omg I have had auditory hallucinations a few times but I always knew they were hallucinations. Like I wasn't actually hearing anything but it felt like I was hearing a dream while I was awake... it was a bit strange... also just like with dreams it was really hard to remember and I usually forgot all the conversations I heard. It usually happened when I was very sleepy though and I remember one it was my mom telling me to put wine in the soil... for some reason...
I occasionally get these conversations playing in my head randomly but that strange dream hearing feeling is really rare... When I wake up really early I tend to think really stupid things though, one time I remember I was like "the king is not here" or something and then I though "omg what on earth am I thinking?" it's just like random thoughts pop in my head for no reason.

The auditory hallucinations I had during sleep paralysis were just scary. I woke up, couldn't move a single muscle and then I realized what was happening. I started feeling like there was something menacing in the room and then I started hearing some loud voices, but I couldn't distinguish what they were saying. Like when you are in a crowd and everybody is talking. Except it felt like there were talking right beside me.

Lin
That dream was awesome. Plot twist in WDTFS: Italian-Arabic woman appears and fix Sumin and Seju relationship with her psych thingy.

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hey guys Happy Saturday.
Azai oh so ur the Brazilian i thought martian was.. how is the queer scene in brazil?

Happy Saturday, elthundercat!

Well, I'd say Brazil has a quite friendly queer scene. There were a lot of progress regarding lgbt rights and social acceptance in the last years. Regarding lbgt rights, couples can get married and adopt, although those rights aren't really guaranteed by our legislation. You may ask permission and it will be analyzed by the judiciary branch. There's a lot of rights to acquire though.

ughh thats so frustrating to have to ask permission. At least there is a option though not right out just denied, i imagine the whole process is rather expensive though? which would probably make it less likely for certain demographics to be recognized legally.

There's no law in Brazil that guarantees same-sex marriage. However our judiciary power is kind active regarding lgbt rights, and it extended civil union's rights to same-sex couples in 2013. The only problem is that because it's not a federal law, depending on the registry office, it isn't allowed at first. So the couple gets into the whole process, so that one judiciary authority approves it. I don't believe this has a high cost though.

I had sleep paralysis twice. In both my eyes were closed and thankfully I didn't have any visual hallucinations, since everybody say they are scary as fuck. But I had auditory hallucinations and it was one of the scariest things I've ever experienced.

@Lin
The worst part of it is to know we did nothing wrong. And we get all that hatred for nothing.

Since the topic scary things appeared, have you ever experienced sleep paralysis?

hey guys Happy Saturday.
Azai oh so ur the Brazilian i thought martian was.. how is the queer scene in brazil?

Happy Saturday, elthundercat!

Well, I'd say Brazil has a quite friendly queer scene. There were a lot of progress regarding lgbt rights and social acceptance in the last years. Regarding lbgt rights, couples can get married and adopt, although those rights aren't really guaranteed by our legislation. You may ask permission and it will be analyzed by the judiciary branch. There's a lot of rights to acquire though.
Regarding social acceptance, it really depends. Brazil has a large Christian population and many government representatives end up influenced by religion. Younger generations are more open minded. However, the violence against lgbt people is awfully expressive, and it's on the rising.

Lin

That's kind of cool! But did you actually learn Japanese culture from your family or did you only get to know the Brazilian's way of living?

Even though I was born in Brazil, my house always had a heavy Japanese environment. I've learned Japanese and Portuguese simultaneously, because my parents would talk in Japanese at home. I was the weird kid at school that sometimes added Japanese words in my speech xD. There were also a lot of issues regarding cultural aspects, since my reference was the Japanese culture, but I was learning the Brazilian way outside. It was harder at the beginning, but eventually a kid get used to it.

Awww the cows are so cute! I didn't know they could feel and distinguish about as many emotions as dogs that is cool

Cute. But dogs still are the best. I have always wanted a Samoyed. But it would be too cruel to raise one in a place that is forever summer.

Oh gosh they are so cute! But they have so much fur so yeah it would suck to have them if you are basically always having summer lol

Right? They are basically giant white playful fluffy balls of fur, how can one even resist that? xD
But the poor thing would just suffer here. If I ever move to a colder place, I will raise one. / dreamy eyes /

You might just need to move to a colder place so you can have one hahaha it would be worth it XD

Actually that's part of my plan xD

But it would be too cruel to raise one in a place that is forever summer

o_0...Where do you live?

Brazil xD

And I thought you were one of the Asians in here. xD

I come from a Japanese family who immigrated to Brazil. I'm the result of a traditional Japanese family raised in a completely different culture from my house lol.

But it would be too cruel to raise one in a place that is forever summer

o_0...Where do you live?

Brazil xD