Ahh, I'm tearing up. This was such a pleasure to read. I remember commenting earlier that I hoped this author was in a good place right now, enough that she was comfortable publishing this story-I'm really happy that it's true.
And hey, if anybody's reading this right now; even if life feels like a heaping pile of garbage now, I promise it'll get better. I know it's so damn cheesy, but I promise you, it will. For now, do the best you can, and remember -you kick ass;the fact that you even made it this far is amazing! Keep fighting!