Even though this was only few pages, it took me good half hour to read because my heart couldn't take the stress. I had to take breaks in between pages to calm my heart.
I'm sadden Ayako had such traumatic childhood. It would explain why she acts in a cool state.
However, this makes me think she never loved her husband. She might've been with him because he was convenient since he was pushy but she never felt the way like she does for Asuka, hence her confusion but also the fact that she said she doesn't really understand her own feelings. Yes, she is jealous and possessive but who doesn't when they're in love? She doesn't know how to control it because it is new feelings. If you look back on every time she talks or think back about her husband, she doesn't seem heartbroken of a loved one gone. More like loneliness since she found someone of comfort? Just my assumptions..
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