Woah, this is exactly like my life (except the prostitute part, I haven't fallen into that yet lmao). I got depressed the minute after I left highschool and I didn't have a place to go everyday, I immediatly found a job to get myself as busy as possible... I loved all of my co-workers but I misunderstood the situation, I treated my boss as a really precious close friend... I never neglected my work but it seems like they didn't feel the same, as soon as they stopped needing my help they throw me out (of course, that's how a job works, the newbie is the first to be thrown out if it's not needed)... but I felt just so hurt, I liked them as family... and so I got depressed again... and here am I. I have a loving family, but as soon as I have free time, I feel lost, I need to get myself busy, to belong somewhere to not get depressed.