Yes, I feel the same.. the bitterness and sadness in my throat but maybe I was a bit shocked to cry.. I am not into violence, I am the opposite to such atrocities by nature and that's why usually avoid reading too much of such content. But this actually worths it, following the character development in this twisted world, their inner/outer suffering and then sudden hope and all that through the psychological perspective, I just wonder why they put it on hold, the piece deserves more public.