Manga transwomen are always beautiful. No adam apple, no large shoulders or hands, no square jaw. Always pass flawlessly.
some days this annoys me, some days it makes me happy. the brain is a funny thing
Well, it's a little bit idealistic, there are some things that you just can't hide sometimes. But it's fiction after all, a drawing, and in this particular case a self-portraying one so if that's how you wanna draw yourself, particularly because that's how you would look in your ideal mental image, then I think it's great and should always be done. The problem is it can sometimes create a utopic reality where it's possible to pass as a woman so easy, something that might be possible for some man and not so much to others, and that particular thing had its consequences on me for example; it was a long journey till I understood I would never be a woman or look just like one, but instead I should be me and look how it made me happy, and that was way more important. So well, it's okay but it's important to remark every consequence it has, be it positive or negative.