It’s just BDSM i rlly don’t get the whole “secret” thing, “true self” as if its something horrible.
Yep, it's just a hardcore sexual practice, nothing to see here, I'm sure she always talk about how she made that man squeal and lick her a boot while whipping that girl over there at family meals or during coffee break!
I think the problem is that, despite the fact that it's not something you enter right away when you were a virgin two minutes earlier, the mistress has feelings for the puppy girl. I think that in her mistress role, she just enjoys herself and doesn't care much about the receiving end. But deep down, she knows that what she does is frowned upon and can very much be scary.
It's like, you know you do something bad but you don't care much about people knowing, except for that one person which view you value a lot and that you don't want to disappoint, a part of shadow you don't want to reveal. Also, it's not only BDSM, she abused the puppy girl to the point of not remembering it and hurting her badly. I think one big point of BDSM is to have consent on both parties, right? Otherwise, it's an aggression.
I roll my eyes when people claim rape or rape attempt each time a character is a bit forceful, but there well.. I can't deny there was something wrong. Hard for the mistress to not feel guilty after doing that to the person she loves.
On the money Klice! Soooooo right. Preach yo. I mean shit if it's that bad for her to have a regular check up with a personal therapist then she's really trying to change but at the same time it's an issue that requires outside help. Which means it's more than she can handle alone. Shit blacking out like that must've been awful.
