Seriously Yuzu, just give up on Mei and move on. Find another lover. She honestly doesn’t deserve you.
That's been my thought since the beginning. I had hopes of Mei eventually being lightened up by being around Yuzu, but instead, Mei's only dragged Yuzu down. Plus there's no good reason for Yuzu to fixate on Mei so much, especially when there are many better people in her life. At this point, it just feels contrived.
The whole 'Sara and Mei' thing especially, where Mei accepts being in a relationship with Sara (when Mei was clearly not inlove with Sara in the first place). I get drama is to strengthen their relationship, but it was at that chapter it got me noticing something..
To me Mei is not taking Yuzu as seriously as Yuzu is. (Matsuri practically explained it for me here: https://dynasty-scans.com/chapters/citrus_ch33#13)
It feels as though in some chapters Mei is just toying with Yuzu's emotions (and mine too man, chap 36 tho)
I understand Mei now realises how much she really loves Yuzu (after she broke down in that wedding gown photoshoot), but she rarely shows it to Yuzu, and instead is incredibly cold towards her.
Im sorry, but to me it doesnt matter how much you love a person. It really feels a lot like emotional abuse.