@ SF

It's funny how in Hiroyuki Sawano's tracks he flubs up the German but does the English pretty decently huh. :P

I guess German is kinda … well... sharp-edged somehow. It's not as smooth as English... for someone who isn't used to that it's not the easiest language to pronounce, I'm sure.
But the Japanese aren't the only ones with bad German. Recently I watched Atomic Blonde again and it has a lot of horrible German gibberish ^^
I found that especially funny since they even shot parts of the movie in Berlin and we have a lot of okay-ish actors that are good enough for some smaller roles at least. But they still like to use bad German speaking foreigners that try to act German ;) Even TV shows like Homeland and Breaking Bad did that. Fun to listen to somehow ;) but hard to understand...

Tfw you haven't played either game but are still amazed by their osts. Thanks Anon! I especially love the first one!

Then you should definitely listen to the whole ICO ost. I love it even today and it's only about half an hour long, I think.

@ Blackkitty

I had the intention to say something, but having read Anon’s post, it would be pointless ^^

But it's never pointless to let someone know that you care! Just like you always let me know that you haven't forgotten about me yet even though I totally suck at replying lately... Still means a lot!
And I'm really proud of you being in France right now!!! You did it!!! Atta girl! °(^▿^)/°

And since I lack the energy&concentration to revise for the exam tomorrow, may I ask for some suitable tunes?

Probably waaaay too late by now but... when you need to study it can't be too distracting... so... maybe... something like this:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MLKGjCpLIZA
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_4FhdhIAYyg

@ MistressTiramisu

Oh my gosh you guys I just can't stay away from this little corner of the internet without thinking of it constantly and wanting to come back

Are we really thaaaat addictive? (◦’ںˉ◦)

And Anon is back, so how could I not want to be here?!

(｡☬０☬｡) Thank you!(╯•ω•╰) But... you're really giving me too much credit here...

I'm doing my weird "typing like I actually talk in real life" thing again but it's the only way I can convey these feelings.

Doesn't sound weird to me at all. So, please, continue if you like! ^^b And really glad to see that you seem to be doing better! Were you able to adjust your sleeping schedule a little?

Everyone here means a lot to me, so much so that I came back because you're so damn important and I want you to know that.

… I don't know what to say anymore... (´⊙ω⊙`)ᵒᵐᵍᵎᵎᵎ
You're being too nice!

I'm sorry I'm always leaving and being such an emotional mess, I know you care about me and I want you to know I appreciate that. I'm sorry I haven't been as good a friend to you as you have been to me.

Aren't we all just emotional messes sometimes ;) It's all good! Nothing to feel sorry about!
And that's the cool thing about this place here. No strings attached. You're not obliged to show up. But it's always great when you do!

Here's some more chill music for you all to enjoy!

Just as always: Thank you for the music! (⌐■_■)

Edit: (σ‾▿‾)-σ You! (≧∀≦)
Glad I was fast enough to still catch those before they ran away again! ;)

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Nah... I just talk too much, that's all. And sometimes, somewhere in all those words, someone might be able to find a little something that makes some sense... or not ;)

I hope you slept well last night! (o^-^o)

@ SF

Come here for a second ヾ(ﾟ∀ﾟゞ)
(っ⌒‿⌒)っ
Let me give you a hug. And not just a rushed one to keep appearance and fill my daily quota but a truly heartfelt and understanding embrace that makes you feel warm and welcome (˘⌣˘)ε˘`) – that's what I intend at least ^^ If it feels creepy I'll stop ;)

No No, thank you! The fact that my shitty taste in music was able to make your day better makes my day better, honestly.

Sometimes it really doesn't take much, right? Just knowing that there is somebody out there who thinks of you; that much alone can make your day better. I experienced it through your songs yesterday and my message gave you the same feeling.
I can completely connect to that.
People like us, we tend to isolate ourselves when really all we want is to bridge that distance that we feel everyday. Humankind sure is strange ^^
Most people feel that way – at least at some point in their lives – and still it is so awfully hard to find a way around it and to come together. Must be something in our genes that keeps us and our behaviors from making any sense, I guess ;)

Because lately I haven't been.....Well....As happy as I was in 2016, I go into more detail in this discord post.

We all have our ups and downs... I hope you'll find a way to feel better about yourself again soon. It can be really draining to feel that way, I know.
I read your discord post. I'll just refrain from quoting it here.
But I can ensure you that you are NOT annoying to everyone. At least you are not to me. And – that's one of the few things that I've learned in life by now – if I feel that way, there are at least a couple more people out there that share this feeling with me. And you really got along well with others on here too. Not everyone, maybe, but that's just how it always is. So please don't let stuff like that get to you. Even I creeped some people out around here ;) And it actually makes me smile rather than cry – okay, sometimes I do wonder for a second what the exact moment was – but still. I know that I am weird somehow – I always have been - but that's also what makes me who I am, so I learned to embrace it.
Maybe that's one way to better deal with things like that: to just acknowledge your being – or maybe not even being but just feeling - different is something that makes you special in a good way. Something to take pride in. That probably won't always help you feeling less lonely but it might really help to give you a better feeling about yourself – and sometimes that's really all we need: to feel good about ourselves again.
I might not always be around but please just always keep in mind that I for one really like and care about you. I'm just human too, so most of the time my head is just too far up my own ass to actually take the time to write to people but right now I'm using my sleeping time to reply to your message. I'm not saying this to make you feel bad. I am saying this to show you that you mean something to me. Enough to keep me awake at this moment.
And – on another note – having friends doesn't always keep you from feeling lonely either. People came and went in my life. Good friends and half-assed friends... sometimes I felt lonely even among those. And that feeling is far more scary. When you are alone, all by yourself, you expect to feel lonely too. It's something that logic dictates somehow. But when you are surrounded by people and still feel lonely... that feels far worse.
I don't think that people are annoyed by you here, it's more that people always seek out the coolest places to hang out. They want what's hip and new ;)
So they moved on and don't take the time to show up anymore. Personally, I'm just too old-fashioned in my heart to do that. That's why I still haven't created a discord account to this day. It feels like betraying what we had here... ^^
See? With thinking like that I will surely die alone too one day (＾∇＾) But who gives a fuck!?!
That doesn't change the fact that I still rather use email than What's App and whatever it is that the cool kids use these days to keep in touch! t(-__-t)
I'M SPECIAL AND NO ONE CAN TAKE THAT AWAY FROM ME!!!!!! ✌(◕‿-)✌
That's the way to go about things ;)

And now here's another song for you:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VdQY7BusJNU
It might not be your kind of music but.... if you're lost, you can look and you will find me, time after time! ٩(♡ε♡ )

@ Felloffalot

The main character of the game is the protagonist of an otome game; she's decently average and pursued by many different guys, each of whom correspond to a stereotypical otome guy. Her problem is that she's gay, and in love with her female best friend, but the universe wants her to be an otome protagonist. Her confessions are never heard, and she's constantly put into situations intended to get her closer to the guys. The game chronicles the course of a year as she tries (and often fails) to get her happy ending.

The premise sounds hilarious! And a little too close to real life somehow (＾∇＾) Stuff like that doesn't just happen in harem games, unfortunately ;)

I'm not really familiar with kickstarter at all and Nevri already made some great examples for pledge tiers, so I don't think I can contribute anything else to that. At least nothing comes to mind at the moment... But I wish you good luck! Would be kinda cool to see it come to life!

@ SF

ANON'S WISH IS MY COMMAND!
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=d1ZhnSNN8UI
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wHtvIrc0Q5w
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VPIyTdL1MrY
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dlKrrch948A
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=H87GqJujcOk
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_8_VovD6fgE
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2TGn4RZy8Ic
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Lgwi_DULnpc
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BeSbmS06k1k

Thank you very much!!! m(_ _)m
Your music made my day yesterday! We had such shitty weather and I couldn't get in the mood for any of the fun stuff, so your music was like the light in this gray mess that was my Sunday...
(btw the German in the Attack on Titan track really is horrible ^^ but I still love the music!)

And here's something in return:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jtPym3pK7fQ&index=4&list=PLB766B6B451C9F768
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6LB7LZZGpkw
(I'm totally stuck in the past... not just my mind but my taste in music as well... (e_e) )

@ Blackkitty

Glad to see you back around, Anon! We missed you :)

Hey ho! (⁎ ✪͡ ◡͐✪͡ ⁎)ﾉ

Yeah, I miss you guys too! It's been a while... It just seems that everyone kinda moved on from here, so it's really hard to come together again most of the time. But I hope you're all doing good! No, not just good, I hope you're doing awesome!!! (•̀ᴗ•́)و ̑̑

@ SF

Mind of I share a song?

No one could ever possibly mind something like that! (ˆ⌣ˆ)/

I demand more!

And now it's time to be really gay around here again:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=f4Mc-NYPHaQ
Enjoy! (｡◕‿◕｡) v

@ MistressTiramisu

I'm doing alright despite the summer heat. I've mostly just been playing games and watching series on Netflix lately

Playing games and watching series? Sounds like heaven to me d (^‿^✿)
Is there a better way to spend your spare time? ;)
I also still can't get enough of watching series! Care to tell which ones you like?

You should definitely check out Keith Kenniff's other music, he does some great stuff!

I will definitely look into that matter. Thanks for the info! Much appreciated!

I'm always worrying that I'm bothering people when I talk about my life which is kinda why I've been forcing myself to stop doing it as much.

Don't be. You shouldn't worry about stuff like that. At least not around here.
It's always good to see you around! ٩(｡•ω•｡)

As I've said before, talking is really hard for me but I'm slowly getting better at it.

Skill comes with practice ^^
Also, the more experience you gain, the less the little disturbances that come up every now and then will bother you. When I was a teen, I was just like that. Worrying about everyone and everything – literally about every single word I said and how people could interpret and react to it. Over time it got a lot better and I got more relaxed. It must have been around the time I realized that most people are just too absorbed in their own little world to really take the time to think about everything someone else does or says. Just keep that in mind. It helps a great deal sometimes. … and other times it might make you a little sad too... but still... the benefit is much greater ;)

While I'm here though I want to mention that I'm seriously considering taking a break from the forums … I've also got to start making an effort to get my sleep schedule under control, as staying up all night and sleeping during the day has been causing me a lot of painful headaches.

If you feel that that's what you need right now, then you probably should. Whenever you feel that it gets too much, just take some time off. And adjusting your sleeping schedule should really be a priority. As boring as it sounds but it's not only better for your body but also for a stable mind. Believe me, I have a lot of experience when it comes to that. A few good hours of sleep can sometimes change your whole outlook on life.
So please, take good care of yourself and keep on pursuing happiness! ✌(◕‿-)✌

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@ MistressTiramisu

Anon, it's good to see you again! How's life been treating you?

Hey! Thank you! ೕ(•̀ᴗ•́)

Life is treating me far better than I probably deserve, so I have no reason to complain (◦’ںˉ◦)
What about you? How's it going? I hope you're doing good!!!

Since we're sharing music, here's a few of my current favourite songs:

Thanks for sharing! I liked the first one best! Very relaxing... (ง⌐□ل͜□)ง

@ Felloffalot

Let's say that, theoretically, somebody in this very thread wanted to do a Kickstarter for a yuri visual novel. What would you expect/want out of stretch goals and pledge tiers?

No idea, sorry. But I certainly like the idea.
Would that somebody share some details of the story...? … maybe? (o^-^o) Or is said somebody not sure yet? ;)

@ MistressTiramisu

Hey you! (σ‾▿‾)-σ I remember you! ^^ Good to see that you're back! (。⌒∇⌒)

Does anyone have a thing you really enjoy doing but for some reason haven't done said thing in awhile because you're so unmotivated?

For me that also would be writing. I do still write a few words every now and then but I totally miss the time when everything in my life seemed to revolve around it and everything I did just led to more of it. I just miss that burning passion that seemed to define me and my life.... щ(ಥДಥщ)
It made me, helped me see the world with different eyes and confronted myself with every dark corner of my inner self.
And now... I just feel like a puppet without strings most of the time...

Gaming would also be one of those things. It used to be sooo fun – and a little frustrating (◦’ںˉ◦) – but mostly fun. And nowadays I just don't get around to it anymore...
Growing up sure is tough. ;)

If so, how the heck do you get motivated to do the thing again?

No idea... sorry... maybe confronting yourself with stuff that used to get you in the mood? Like movies, books or music...?
In my case it would probably help to get rid of the stress that has built up inside and create a safe haven where there's no immediate pressure, to have some room to dive into my own mind again without being disrupted...

Well... I guess that's that...

And also: Happy new year everyone! I'm a little late for that, of course, but I guess that defines me nowadays ;) but it is an honest wish that's why I still wanted to get it out!

And here's a song (ﾉﾟ▽ﾟ)ﾉ
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=l3cEWRdCI8w
A truly haunting version of a Depeche Mode classic and still one of THE best songs ever created. So there you have a little tribute to that. ;)

Well I'm doing ok, I wouldn't say things are great but y'know, things are going pretty ok for me. School has been harder but I'm still keeping up. Heh

School sure sounds like a real pain... But I'm sure you'll manage! You're a clever fella after all! ೕ(•̀ᴗ•́)

Happy Birthday SF!!! ٩(♡ε♡ )

... of course we care about that!
Hope you're doing good!!! (o^-^o)

@ D1LD0Z3R

Hey! ヾ(＾∇＾)
Nice name! (¬‿¬)
Pleasure to meet ya!
I'm the awkward German person around here ;)

And etiquette is totally overrated, so... ~( ´•‿•` )~
(◦’ںˉ◦)v

@ yukito

I bet you won't be disappointed! It's such a fun ride! d (^‿^ )
And it just got renewed for a third season!!!
(ﾉ≧∀≦)ﾉ

If you're looking for a new show to watch give Wynonna Earp a try.
It's so hilariously awesome that you just can't help but loving it!
I watch a lot of shows but so far this year Wynonna Earp is THE best entertainment.
Season two will come to a conclusion next Friday. And if you're totally new to the premise please don't let the weird start of season one stop you from watching because it does get a hell of a lot better as it goes on...
It's just so fucking great! ٩(♡ε♡ )۶
And in case you're wondering, yes, there is a gay couple in there too ;)

¡Hola, people! (σ‾▿‾)-σ

(✿☉｡☉) So quiet in here... But I can hear some piano music playing... pretty calming place to be actually ;)

Holy crap, certainly I didn't believe I could come back to this thread and say this: I'm a student again, and this time of the very degree I've wanted to be.

While I wasn't here all the time, thank you everyone for supporting me through the time! :)

Hey!!!! ٩(♡ε♡ )۶ Congratulations!!!
I'm really happy for you!!! °(^▿^)/°
I hope this time everything will go well for you and you'll finally be able to make your dream come true!!! I wish you all the best! (。⌒∇⌒)ノ

You're welcome! d (^‿^✿)
Hope you'll like them!

How about Beloved?
https://dynasty-scans.com/series/beloved
Not Japanese but the art is amazing.

Edit:
Oh! And also definitely those two if you don't know them yet:
https://dynasty-scans.com/chapters/ikenai_hito#1

https://dynasty-scans.com/series/edible_flowers

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@ Kayo-chin

(‾▿‾) Hey! Congratulations! °(^▿^)/°
I hope it was your first choice too!

That was the first step toward your future career! d (^‿^✿)
Hopefully your way will continue without any problems!

Been busy with exams, but it's now finished .. and so begin my holidays !

Hope you did good!
Enjoy your holidays too then! At least the weather is perfect lately.

You should now be accustomed to the wondersomness of my avis. (★ ͡° ͜ʖ ͡° ♥)

... almost! Not quite there yet! ;)
It's from Hunter X Hunter, right?

^ Yo! (ｷ▼⊿▼)ﾉ
How's it going? Nice new avi!

@ OriginalGengar

Daaaaaaaaaamn. Daaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaamn.

(＾∇＾) Right? ^^

Such a good and satisfying way to end the season. That picture of Bea was such a nice touch.

It was! But we didn't see her die... I just hope that she will stay in that box until the end of time Would be pretty disappointing, if someone would get her out of there and she'll be back next season again... O_o
Really hope not. 'cause she really deserved that and a lot more!
I was also surprised that Jackson was the one who did it... Would have expected it to be Jake, just like you said.

Still just a little bit sad Franky got out because I really wanted her to become top dog again, but her clearing her name would be nice too.

I liked Franky more on the outside. So I hope she'll manage to stay there this time But I'm sure it won't be easy to prove her innocence.
It was really cute to see her run to Bridget first to tell her that she loves her though ^^b

Also another daaaaaaaaaaamn @ Sonia.

I actually kinda hope that she won't die...
I expected a little more of her character. She never really did anything evil in prison. So there was a lot of potential.
But I liked it that Liz finally had the courage to actually do something on her own

@ Neko chan

well that just means I have to change my profile to an undead Neko then? ;) I might even draw it if I have to time ahaha~

Uhhhh! That would be awesome! Please do! （◕ฺｖ◕ฺ）

It's unbearably hot here! like 30 everyday now, its horrible, since instead of the beach we all suffering in sweaty classrooms with no air conditioning >H< How's the weather on your side? ;)

Extremely hot here too lately. But I actually kinda like it. Finally feels like a real summer again (even though it just started) ^^

You'll have yo try harder ;D I used to e the creepy kid in class after all!

Nah, I don't really wanna lose you guys! ;) I'm just having a little fun weirding people out with my sophisticated humor (＾∇＾)
You? The creepy kid...?
I find it really hard to believe that! (õ_ó)
What did you do...? Did you hide dead animals in your pockets...? ;)

yeh It's mad, I live like 10 mins away from Grenfell Tower (the one that caught fire),

Fuck! … that's really horrible. I saw it on the news and had to think about you immediately.
All of those poor people... And I live in a similar building. But it's just 15 stories high, not 20... still a real nightmare to imagine something like that actually happening...

and all this other terror stuff happening in central London, and manchester too, I'm not usually the kid to be interested in news but eve I started reading the news, you never know what might happen now, some people where ran over near a muslim worship place a week ago, its, weird.

… yeah... it's one attack after another lately. I don't even know what to say anymore. It's just a really rough time. But please, watch out and try to stay safe!!! We still need you!!! (@_@)

@ SF

Don't know what else to say. I passed my Final Exams/Class and really hyped for summer. On the 28th I go back to school to get my Report Card then school is completely finished!

Hey! Congrats!!!
And enjoy your summer break!

Ahah I almost died, and revived! ahaha.

(๑°o°๑)
Does that mean you're undead now too...?

I've just been bombarded with endless work (like a 20 page portfolio ;-;) and I have an audition for theatre company in two days

Always so much on your plate...
I say it's time for another holiday!!! ٩(｡•ω•｡)
Please stay strong!

i thought about here, and I wanted to drop by =//A//=~ ! How's everyone holding up? I gotta catch up a lot XD !! How are you **Anon?? ? xx

It's really good to see you again! Glad you came back to check on us! d (^_^ )
Me? Oh, I'm good. Currently trying my hardest to creep everyone out but I have yet to succeed. (╭ರ_•́)
There are still some people talking to me left ;)

There has been a lot going on in England lately.... I hope it hasn't affected you too much...
(@_@) This world is as crazy as ever...

Nnnnnneeeeeeekkkkkkkkkkkooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo!!!!! ◟(◔ั₀◔ั )◞ ༘♡

You're back!!! How have you been???
I was starting to worry...

^ It was very good. Did not see THAT one thing coming. But felt very satisfying ^^
You'll know what I mean when you see it.

@ OriginalGengar

Season 2 was the one with the car and Tastee's fake mum, right? Definitely the strongest season ending of the show yet.

Yes, it was. Rosa was awesome!
Watched it three times back then and still couldn't get enough! ^^b

Mh, gangwise definitely Tastee and co. but my favorite characters this season were Flaritza, with Alison, Cindy and Gloria afterwards.

I still have a really hard time choosing between Red and the Eyebrow on speed or Flaca and Maritza and their beauty tips from prison. ^^ Both were just too hilarious.
As for the drama part... definitely Taystee and Gloria.

Wentworth
Haha, yeah, that was pretty disappointing, though very much in character for Vera. And I think this season is gonna be the last one for the Freak as a major role, either she dies or she escapes instead of Franky and Allie. And if she does die, I think Jake may be the one to kill her.

Yeah, my guess would have been the same.
I just watched the episode... So I already know the answer ^^ But won't spoil in case you haven't seen it yet.

@ Rohan

Wow.....that sounds creepy. You are really Anon? O.o

50 shades of Anon (¬‿¬)
Always creepy when you least expect it! (⊙▂⊙✖ )
… or always creepy and no one notices it...? Who knows...
;)

@ SF

Oh no, Utoptia would pull off the role of Mr. Masturbator so much better then me.

Right! But he's still too shy to admit it to himself... (ง⌐□ل͜□)ง

Make's sense, when did you become a zombie? Unless you were born a zombie ( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°)

This is how I came to be:
Behold!

@ SF

I never left tho, I stayed the whole time :))))))

Yes, you stayed by my side! You're one of the good guys! (^_-)b

Maybe the two of us should become the advocates of auto-eroticism:
Mr. and Mrs. Masturbator ¡¡¡( •̀ ᴗ •́ )و!!!

We'll tell the kids of this world that it's okay to touch yourself and not feel ashamed about it! It's healthy and it makes you independent. And when you and your girlfriend fight and she tells you „no sex today“ then you can tell her „Who gives a fuck!?! I can take care of my own needs!“
Wouldn't that be great? (ʃƪˆ▿ˆ)
Fighting for a better tomorrow, together!
(◦’ںˉ◦)v

(… I have a slight feeling that pretty soon no one in here will want to talk to us anymore...) (ಠ.ಠ)

But the question is, where the gene's perverted the whole time or where they corrupted long ago? ;)

Good question indeed...
Knowing my parents... the corruption probably took place a long time ago! (＾∇＾)

@ everyone

In the mood for some traveling?
Then here's the perfect guide for you!
The gay travel index:
http://www.spartacusworld.com/gaytravelindex.pdf

Go and find out where the chances of getting bashed are the lowest! d (^‿^✿)

… actually kinda depressing that we still need something like that nowadays... (✿˵•́ ‸ •̀˵)