I want to cry but I don't want to cry if I cry I'll probably also want to- I wanna eat jelly...
I wanna eat jelly, I really want it now... T_T I waaaant jelllyyyyyyyyyyy TTT_TTT

oh gosh... I'm gonna break down at some point... I don't want to but everyone seems to be making it worse... my mom gave me her card details to get some tickets to visit on Christmas. Now someone used her card and she asked if I did, I told her no, I don't use this site or spend this much money on online stuff... she asked me like 3 times to make sure and I said no, I almost lost my temper at some point. Now she sends me the paper with the transactions asking me again?! is she serious?! I try my best to just use my grants so that she doesn't need to send me money and now she's doubting me?! does she think it's all an act or sth? I mean she's not saying it directly but... I say to myself 'don't think about, you'll get upset' I wake up and she messages me about it... why is everyone so insensitive...? I don't understand and I also slept too much and did 0 work today because I had a headache all day but I have 12 days until my first deadline and I don't have time for this... I watched some videos about how to rig in after effects properly because my classmates were all using different methods so I tried to look up a more efficient one so it's not like I was lazing around but still... Whose fault is it going to be if I go back to hugging my pillow and I fall asleep?! why doesn't my mom just call her bank?! ugh!

I think your mom should have contact the bank immediately instead of keep asking if you used it. Credit Cards are being stolen to shop online everyday. It must be tough for you especially the questions came from your mom. Did you tell your mom to call the bank instead of you. If she doesn't do immediately, who knows what else would happen to her credit card.

I told her, she said ok, she's going tomorrow but now she messages me and she's like. "Just check if it's so I don't go to the bank if it is" =.= I used to message my italian friend when I had problems, she's really nice and stuff... but I'm tired of this and everyone who doesn't care about my feelings and just goes on and steps all over me... Is it that hard for them to realize they're hurting me?! do I have to like... make a sad face for them to get it? how long do I need to hold it for? will they even look my way? do I actually have to just cry in front of them to get a reaction? I think that's so low, I'd never do it... I'm not great at getting what other people are thinking unless I know them well but I know or suspect if I've done something to bother them and I try to apologize... or ask if it bothered them made them uncomfortable? I can't tell if it did at all but I can tell it might have, I don't know how people don't understand that...

Tell your mom once again that it wasn't you. If she doesn't call her bank immediately, more charges would be coming. She needs to call the bank so they can cancel her card and send her a new one. Tell her you won't talk to her about this anymore. I cannot believe she wouldn't believe you. In the mean time, if you like, turn off your phone and then go off to sleep or something.

Don't think too much about it. I understand it's heart breaking, so cry if you have to--to release it. Some moms or rather parents don't trust their kids.

hopefully she won't ask again... she isn't like being super rude about it, she's trying to phrase it nicely so I didn't think much of it first but when she insisted I go annoyed. I replied to her message and I told her I never go to this site, I can't send you my transactions because my letter only has how much money I have spent, it doesn't have any sites on it. I told her, I sent her one of those papers so she can check it... I don't even remember what I bought last month to send it all to her... I buy from specific places and that place that was on her card was some weir/plug/electric stuff store... why would I buy anything from there...?

I hear ya, that was one reason I worked so hard so I can get a decent job to earn money and be independent from my parents. When you rely on them financially, it's really hard.

I try not to, honestly, she has sent me money sometimes because my student grants have taken long to arrive but I told her she can just lend it to me and it's fine but she got kind of annoyed so I never insisted on it again... >.>

ew, I just saw this naked and afraid on youtube... why do people do disgusting things like that... I fast forwarded and it only got worse.. what's this... ugh!! >.< okay okay ^-^''' I think my period is making me angry~ te-he~ ^-^**

Hahaha my dad loves that show even though it's so annoying. However the naked and afraid skit that SNL did was so funny!

haha greek fasting -> you're not allowed olive oil but olives are ok :P
apparently in the old times olive oil was carried in bags made of animal hide ^-^''

ew, I just saw this naked and afraid on youtube... why do people do disgusting things like that... I fast forwarded and it only got worse.. what's this... ugh!! >.< okay okay ^-^''' I think my period is making me angry~ te-he~ ^-^**

Hahaha my dad loves that show even though it's so annoying. However the naked and afraid skit that SNL did was so funny!

I'd watch it if someone cuddled with me whil--- okay I take it back I just got this image in my head of cuddling with this guy that always tries to hug me... I don't wanna cuddle with anyone, ok?! they all annoy me! >:|

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I want to cry but I don't want to cry if I cry I'll probably also want to- I wanna eat jelly...
I wanna eat jelly, I really want it now... T_T I waaaant jelllyyyyyyyyyyy TTT_TTT

My parents made me cry a lot when I still financially depended on them. But I'm the type that won't hold grudges too long. I would be happy again after a few hours of being sad. Cried my eyes out then all happy again. It's not worth being sad for too long. So cry if you need to.

I can't really cry actually... or eat jelly >.> but even if I did it wouldn't make me feel better... when I cry I'm usually feeling really really bad and after crying I just want to hug my pillow and I can't do anything so... only my pillow understand me T_T at first it looks like an ordinary pillow but it's less flat than the one I rest my head on, it's my hugging pillow! ^-^'' honestly, I can't sleep if I don't hug my pillow but when I wake up I'm never hugging it... or when I'm really sleep I don't care too much either...

I want jelly I want jelly I want jelly!! >.< I waaaant jeeeellllyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy... do you think vanilla cream might be ok replacement? sorry I'm being so moody... ;_; I don't wanna annoy anyone, this is not like a group to rant about your problems gosh... feeling guilty for getting so personal on the internet

ew, I just saw this naked and afraid on youtube... why do people do disgusting things like that... I fast forwarded and it only got worse.. what's this... ugh!! >.< okay okay ^-^''' I think my period is making me angry~ te-he~ ^-^**

Hahaha my dad loves that show even though it's so annoying. However the naked and afraid skit that SNL did was so funny!

Gracious where did you just come from? Did you hide all this time?

I hope she doesn't think I'm annoying >.>

I want to cry but I don't want to cry if I cry I'll probably also want to- I wanna eat jelly...
I wanna eat jelly, I really want it now... T_T I waaaant jelllyyyyyyyyyyy TTT_TTT

My parents made me cry a lot when I still financially depended on them. But I'm the type that won't hold grudges too long. I would be happy again after a few hours of being sad. Cried my eyes out then all happy again. It's not worth being sad for too long. So cry if you need to.

My parents did the same thing with me. I'm the only one out of all my siblings that doesn't rely on them financially anymore. I was the only one that bought my first car on my own and I am the only one with a steady job. My brother is 25 and has had probably 10 jobs, currently he is unemployed again and my parents have to now make payments for his $20,000 car. He got his inheritance when he turned 25 and has spent all of it so now he's broke

/ shows up and quietly sit down in a corner /
Don't mind me. I will just get a rest in this corner. And prepare my heart for whatever blow my ship will take tomorrow.

ew, I just saw this naked and afraid on youtube... why do people do disgusting things like that... I fast forwarded and it only got worse.. what's this... ugh!! >.< okay okay ^-^''' I think my period is making me angry~ te-he~ ^-^**

Hahaha my dad loves that show even though it's so annoying. However the naked and afraid skit that SNL did was so funny!

Gracious where did you just come from? Did you hide all this time?

I hope she doesn't think I'm annoying >.>

Hahahaha no I don't think you are annoying! I was cuddling with my puppy and accidentally fell asleep XD

/ shows up and quietly sit down in a corner /
Don't mind me. I will just get a rest in this corner. And prepare my heart for whatever blow my ship will take tomorrow.

Lol are you finally able to get some rest?

/ shows up and quietly sit down in a corner /
Don't mind me. I will just get a rest in this corner. And prepare my heart for whatever blow my ship will take tomorrow.

Lol are you finally able to get some rest?

Yeah, I'm trying to rest a bit. I need to study some subjects, but I just don't have the heart for it right now.

I want to cry but I don't want to cry if I cry I'll probably also want to- I wanna eat jelly...
I wanna eat jelly, I really want it now... T_T I waaaant jelllyyyyyyyyyyy TTT_TTT

My parents made me cry a lot when I still financially depended on them. But I'm the type that won't hold grudges too long. I would be happy again after a few hours of being sad. Cried my eyes out then all happy again. It's not worth being sad for too long. So cry if you need to.

I can't really cry actually... or eat jelly >.> but even if I did it wouldn't make me feel better... when I cry I'm usually feeling really really bad and after crying I just want to hug my pillow and I can't do anything so... only my pillow understand me T_T at first it looks like an ordinary pillow but it's less flat than the one I rest my head on, it's my hugging pillow! ^-^'' honestly, I can't sleep if I don't hug my pillow but when I wake up I'm never hugging it... or when I'm really sleep I don't care too much either...

Do whatever makes you feel better. Just know that parents are all like this.

it's fine I know, if it was just that... I'd be fine but that was the... errrr... cherry on top of the cake, no, icing...? err... >.>
Yeah, I was trying not to think of my italian friend but like ugh... I sent her something on facebook during the holidays, some quote (about a study) that reminded me of her and she just ignored me... so I was really hurt and I said hi to her when I saw her yesterday of course! but we didn't talk afterwards and she didn't even care... apparently... It's so stupid because last time she was upset everyone was nagging at her and I really tried to be there for her and she said she wasn't gonna hang with these friends so much anyone and that she thinks she hangs with them too much... and I seriously don't care, I told her they probably didn't mean harm. They're also my friends but very superficially, we're not so close but that's just because it didn't happen yet... But anyway yeah! Always the one who is more concerned if I mind them talking in italian or if I seem kind of down (that happened once when we went to a club btw) is one girl that is bi... honestly... is it really a coincidence or do people not care as much about me unless my pheromones influence them? -.- when I date someone they better be caring and protective or I don't care! at least all this 'unreliable' attention I get from mostly guys should turn into something good when someone actually cares about me both ways! -.-

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/ shows up and quietly sit down in a corner /
Don't mind me. I will just get a rest in this corner. And prepare my heart for whatever blow my ship will take tomorrow.

Best luck to you. Rest and sleep well.

Thanks, mvl89. I appreciate it.

Azai
Lol I think you need a break from work and studying. Just relax and try to not think about what might happen for Team Pink in the new chapter tomorrow haha

mvl89
My parents were a lot harder on me than they were on my other siblings, but it just motivated me to prove to them that I was capable of not failing at life. And hey my hard work is paying off because on May 18th it will have been two years since I got promoted to the corporate office for my work ^.^

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Azai
Lol I think you need a break from work and studying. Just relax and try to not think about what might happen for Team Pink in the new chapter tomorrow haha

Yeah, I need a break, so I will just stay in this corner and listen to you guys. I may doze off. I will try to interact when possible, but I'm extra sarcastic when I'm tired, so be in the look out. You can just send me bitch slaps if I say something insensitive.

Azai
Lol I think you need a break from work and studying. Just relax and try to not think about what might happen for Team Pink in the new chapter tomorrow haha

mvl89
My parents were a lot harder on me than they were on my other siblings, but it just motivated me to prove to them that I was capable of not failing at life. And hey my hard work is paying off because on May 18th it will have been two years since I got promoted to the corporate office for my work ^.^

I'm an only child so I can't relate but... My mom can be annoying at times honestly. She wants to support me and at the same time I feel she's just doing it to feel good about herself >.> and because everyone in Cyprus does that... And I really didn't want her to send me money but the stupid company (affiliated with my high school) that gives me student grants told us I'd get the second installment as soon as they got the papers. I personally asked the guy in charge when he gave the first installment! Was he listening or just looking at my face?! >:| They didn't make anything official and they just came up with this installment thing recently and ugh! Cyprus, so disorganized all the time gosh, they could learn sth from England -.-, these things never happen here.

Azai
Lol I think you need a break from work and studying. Just relax and try to not think about what might happen for Team Pink in the new chapter tomorrow haha

mvl89
My parents were a lot harder on me than they were on my other siblings, but it just motivated me to prove to them that I was capable of not failing at life. And hey my hard work is paying off because on May 18th it will have been two years since I got promoted to the corporate office for my work ^.^

I'm an only child so I can't relate but... My mom can be annoying at times honestly. She wants to support me and at the same time I feel she's just doing it to feel good about herself >.> and because everyone in Cyprus does that... And I really didn't want her to send me money but the stupid company (affiliated with my high school) that gives me student grants told us I'd get the second installment as soon as they got the papers. I personally asked the guy in charge when he gave the first installment! Was he listening or just looking at my face?! >:| They didn't make anything official and they just came up with this installment thing recently and ugh! Cyprus, so disorganized all the time gosh, they could learn sth from England -.-, these things never happen here.

Work hard to graduate soon so you can finally be in control of your life. That is why i wanted to be 30 forever because it is where you are financially independent and be able to do what you want with your life.

'-'? I'm 18. Honestly, I'm getting a part-time job next year. I need to make money to travel and stuff, I can't live my life stuck in the same places, I need to see new things.

also would anyone be interested in actually making an irc channel?

Azai
Lol I think you need a break from work and studying. Just relax and try to not think about what might happen for Team Pink in the new chapter tomorrow haha

mvl89
My parents were a lot harder on me than they were on my other siblings, but it just motivated me to prove to them that I was capable of not failing at life. And hey my hard work is paying off because on May 18th it will have been two years since I got promoted to the corporate office for my work ^.^

I'm an only child so I can't relate but... My mom can be annoying at times honestly. She wants to support me and at the same time I feel she's just doing it to feel good about herself >.> and because everyone in Cyprus does that... And I really didn't want her to send me money but the stupid company (affiliated with my high school) that gives me student grants told us I'd get the second installment as soon as they got the papers. I personally asked the guy in charge when he gave the first installment! Was he listening or just looking at my face?! >:| They didn't make anything official and they just came up with this installment thing recently and ugh! Cyprus, so disorganized all the time gosh, they could learn sth from England -.-, these things never happen here.

Work hard to graduate soon so you can finally be in control of your life. That is why i wanted to be 30 forever because it is where you are financially independent and be able to do what you want with your life.

'-'? I'm 18. Honestly, I'm getting a part-time job next year. I need to make money to travel and stuff, I can't live my life stuck in the same places, I need to see new things.

You are still very young. Where would you like to travel to?

I know, right? that's why I need someone to cuddle me and protect me, jk, jk, ^-^'''
Okay, I might go to Santorini this summer if I get a job next month when my deadlines are over. Hopefully I do!
Next year, I'm thinking of going to Madrid and Japan. I've been to both before, ok, I used to live in Madrid for a long time so that's why I wanna go and I went to Japan 2 years ago and it was awesome so I wanna go again :D
Okay next, I wanna go to Gran Canaria and Peru. And I wanna go to Paris and Nice and then... I wanna go to Belgium (I lived there too for some years, when I was in kindergarden) and Germany and Switzerland aaaand what else? Singapore...? yeah and probably a lot of other places ^-^

Azai
Lol I think you need a break from work and studying. Just relax and try to not think about what might happen for Team Pink in the new chapter tomorrow haha

mvl89
My parents were a lot harder on me than they were on my other siblings, but it just motivated me to prove to them that I was capable of not failing at life. And hey my hard work is paying off because on May 18th it will have been two years since I got promoted to the corporate office for my work ^.^

I'm an only child so I can't relate but... My mom can be annoying at times honestly. She wants to support me and at the same time I feel she's just doing it to feel good about herself >.> and because everyone in Cyprus does that... And I really didn't want her to send me money but the stupid company (affiliated with my high school) that gives me student grants told us I'd get the second installment as soon as they got the papers. I personally asked the guy in charge when he gave the first installment! Was he listening or just looking at my face?! >:| They didn't make anything official and they just came up with this installment thing recently and ugh! Cyprus, so disorganized all the time gosh, they could learn sth from England -.-, these things never happen here.

Work hard to graduate soon so you can finally be in control of your life. That is why i wanted to be 30 forever because it is where you are financially independent and be able to do what you want with your life.

'-'? I'm 18. Honestly, I'm getting a part-time job next year. I need to make money to travel and stuff, I can't live my life stuck in the same places, I need to see new things.

You are still very young. Where would you like to travel to?

I know, right? that's why I need someone to cuddle me and protect me, jk, jk, ^-^'''
Okay, I might go to Santorini this summer if I get a job next month when my deadlines are over. Hopefully I do!
Next year, I'm thinking of going to Madrid and Japan. I've been to both before, ok, I used to live in Madrid for a long time so that's why I wanna go and I went to Japan 2 years ago and it was awesome so I wanna go again :D
Okay next, I wanna go to Gran Canaria and Peru. And I wanna go to Paris and Nice and then... I wanna go to Belgium (I lived there too for some years, when I was in kindergarden) and Germany and Switzerland aaaand what else? Singapore...? yeah and probably a lot of other places ^-^

Wow you are an adventure. I don't really like traveling. I will just end up staying in some hotel for most of the days. However i would love to travel with a group of girls.

yeah I always traveled with groups. I went to japan with a summer camp thing and I'm gonna go to Santorini with some friends from Cyprus if we go, but to Madrid I'll go alone because no one can come with me and I know the place and some people there so my mom won't nag about it -.- Though I really want to try traveling alone sometime...

Faylicia
I would love to go to Japan, my cousin is in the navy and she's stationed there right now and she keeps telling me how amazing it is. I also would like to go to Paris, my grandparents have been there many times since they love to travel I swear they have been almost anywhere XD
I haven't really traveled much lol I've been to California, Minnesota, Kansas, Hawaii and New Orleans.

Who are the real couples in this thread? Suzuma and Rainy?

who is Rainy dating? o_o

Who are the real couples in this thread? Suzuma and Rainy?

who is Rainy dating? o_o

Yeah I didn't know Rainy was dating someone, I know Suzuma and Lin are dating.