Coming back to this cause Im still mad and some people are saying the MC might be trans, but no trans person trying to tell an honest story about their experiences would write a scene like that, only someone trying to fetishize the idea of a "femboi" would. But I guess it gives TERFs more fuel to call us perverts with so win/win. Also the the character map at the end of chapters thats like "what mystery queer are they?" Should be enough to show thet whoever wrote this views us all as circus attractions.